Abundance
I can never understand how some people have such an abundance of happiness. Doesn't everybody get depressed? It's hard knowing that things are no longer the same and that you are becoming an outcast from the others. When you have such an abundance of sadness you struggle to see the goodness in your heart and in others.
The only happiness you receive is when you are doing something you love or see something you cherish. For me I get happiness from the support of others, my boyfriend and my friends and my heart even fills with delight every time I see a dog or a cute puppy. It's the small things like that which make such a huge impact on your life.
You don't really get anywhere in life comparing yourself to others though, do you?
When you spend so much time worrying about your weight or your grades or how you look, you forget about the important things. The important things like friends and family, the people that are always there for you and care for you when no one else does. I've spent so much of my life terrified of everyone's opinions about me. Was it really worth all the stress and tears? I know I will never stop worrying or crying or being depressed sometimes but it doesn't need to be all the time.
The feelings you felt yesterday are redundant now. It's a new day and time to move forward. Words may be soaring through you mind and that's okay but it's all about trying to conceal those emotions until you are able to express them. It's always better to show how your feeling but I know sometimes you have no choice but to hide it.
Feeling happy is like ice cream on a hot day. It's so good and cold, quite refreshing actually but eventually it's eaten or it melts away. You try your hardest to make every lick count so you can savour it and enjoy it while it lasts. This is how we should live life. Forget about the bad things and just enjoy life while we still have it.
I think everybody enjoys being happy. And I believe that everyone can be happy no matter what the circumstance. Some people may need help or guidance to find happiness but it's all worth it. One day you'll be so over the top happy it will make everyone else look sad. They won't be sad though they will be happy for you. Happy that you made it this far to fight another day. Happy that you are stronger than any depression on this earth. You will have such an abundance of fun, joy and light in your mind and heart.
Just give life time. I know it's short but it's worth living. Unfortunately we don't all have an abundance of time so live it up till it's gone.
