Letting Go (one-shot story)

His Side

I read her letter.

And now I'm holding her last gift. 

The keychain.

I really wanted something that can't be lost something I can have forever.

And I was pertaining to our friendship.

I can't lose a friend.

I'd lose too many already.

Not her.

Now.

She's hurting.

I know she loves me.

From the very start I already knew.

From the way she looks at me.

The way she smiles.

The way her friends tease her whenever I'm around.

I know it from the very start.

And I didn't do anything.

I watch her fall too deeply she can't get up.

I loved another girl and let her be in her own misery.

I let her.

I'm sorry dude.

If only I know.

If only you said that you can't take it anymore.

I could have save you from the pain.

Could have prevent you from hurting.

I will never let you fall.

I didn't. Or did I?

I'll stand up with you forever.

I did dude. I stood up with you just not with this one.

I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Can I? Can I? Now that your leaving me?

I like her dude. Not because she can play the guitar. Not because she can sing. Not because she's intelligent. Not because she's charming. I just like her. I really do.

I can't lose you both.

I'm sorry.

I'm really am.

If I could turn back time.

Maybe I wouldn't let you be so close to me.

I'm sorry because we can never be the same.

I'm sorry if your hurting.

I'm sorry because your leaving.

And I'm really sorry because even if I try,

I know I can't catch you.

Now that you fall.

I'm sorry.

I'm also letting you go.

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