Music, Coffee, and Blood (A Frerard and Rikey Fanfiction)

Chapter 1-

***Frank's POV***

I'm falling. Falling through pitch black air. I wonder where I'll land. I hear water rushing several hundred feet away from me... below me I think. I feel something warm holding me. I put my face on the persons hair and take a deep breath. It's him. I instantly relax against him and wait for whatever will happen.

We stop falling. I smell something metally. I open my eyes to a bright room. its white everywhere and I make a face. Why can't the room be red or something darker? I look down and I'm holding a bloody razor and my sleeve are stained red. I hear crying. I look up and its him again, Gerard.

"Gerard, please stop crying!" I plead and stand up slowly. My knees are weak as hell.Gerard turns to me, tears and an angry and upset look on his face.

"YOU PROMISED, FRANKIE!!!!" He screams at me. The sound echoes.

"You promised me you would stop!" He says, gesturing to the razor and my sleeves.

I start crying myself. "Gee, I'm sorry." He turns away and begins to walk away. Gerard turns his head in my general direction, whispering to me.

"I told what would happen if you did it again,Frank. I said I'd leave you forever. You broke your promise. Good bye Frankie." He turned back and started walking away again, fading into the white.

" GERARD!!!! PLEASE!" I cry out. I begin to run after him but my vision becomes fuzzy.

"No, I won't lose him." I say and I fall again, my vision going black.

I shoot up out of bed. I'm crying and hyperventilating. I look over to the couch in my room, and there lay Gerard, fast asleep. I re-think the evening over. Gerard came over so we could just hang out. Play video games, drink coffee, and have a horror movie marathon. I turn to the small TV in my room, on the screen, Trick Or Treat is playing. I walk over and turn off the TV and the DVD player. I'm sweating like crazy.

I creep over to my nightstand and grab my pack of cigarettes and my lighter. I walk across the room and open up the window, sitting down in front of it. I light my cigarette and take a few puffs, I turn around and look at the clock. 2:30 am. Great.

Gerard flips over on the couch and almost falls over. He's so adorable. I wish I could tell him how I truly feel. He'd think I'm crazy though... Just a thought. I look out the window and watch the lightning in the distance, taking another pull. This is going to be a long week. School starts up again in one week. Gerard and I will be Juniors. Ray is a year below us, and Mikey a year under that.

Hopefully the bullying won't be so hard on us this year.... what the hell am I talking about? It'll probably only be worse. I put out my cigarette, close the window and crawl back into bed. I look over at Gerard once more and smile to myself, closing my eyes. Maybe this school year won't be that bad after all.

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AUTHOR NOTE!!!!

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Hi guys! Now this is only my second real fan fiction so please cut me some slack if its bad. I'll try to upload one chapter every day at least. Please comment what you think so far!!!! Thank you soo much!!!

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