My Thoughts

Chapter 2

The pic up there I'm pretty sure is directed towards me...... When I wrote the last chapter it felt so weird writing my thoughts on anything down but it made me feel better. Also listening to that song up there made me feel better.

At school I'm always so confident and don't care what people think. But when I get home and I start thinking my mind goes straight to 'why am I ugly? ' I know a lot of people probably disagree with me but that doesn't change what I think. Yeah I've had guys tell me I'm beautiful and my family and friends but the guys don't go to my school they all live far away. I don't think one guy at my school could say something like that without having trouble.

I can predict the future my best friend will have a log if guys asking her to prom and all the other dances and she'll end up making me go and I'll just stand there doing nothing cause no one would want to dance with fat ugly me.

Are you okay?

Yea I'm fine. Most lied sentence of all time right there.

I hate it when people that you think will always be there for you just stop talking to you randomly. My best guy friend he lives in Texas. We haven't talked since October 2nd. I miss him really bad and he probably doesn't give a fuck which he might but see I wouldn't know because he doesn't talk to me no matter what I do he'll open my snap chats and not respond its so damn annoying. But whatever if he don't want to talk to me that's fine it totally doesn't bother me that I thought you cared and then you just go and ignore me for 4 fucking damn months exactly today. Oh well maybe he'll talk to me again some day I'm going to call him right now tho so wish me luck😁