My Thoughts

Chapter 5

Sometimes I feel like no one gives a damn about me like if I just disappeared no one would care no one would miss me Jeans let's look at the list of things I've been called shall we

*slut
*whore
*hoe
*bitch
*fat
*ugly
*worthless
*fucking pathetic bitch

I'm sure there is not so just can't think of them right now I mean last night a guy asked me for nudes just so he could get his mind off of the fact that his girlfriend broke up with him last night I mean is girls don't like being used for crap I mean I didn't send them but still my best friend pretty much never talks to me anymore I mean the other day she gave me her phone number in class cause she forgot that I had her number I mean seriously I am your best friend or well I was till you just stopped talking to me for a guy like Wtf

I mean the only people I pretty much talk to are people I've met on the internet and that's just a few

I've thought about cutting myself many many times I've never done it though

In all honesty I just want to be a little kid again. Life was a lot easier.