Trapped In The Mind Games With You {A Gratsu Fanfiction} [On Hold At The Moment]

Entry One

Journal Entry #1; January 8, 2077

Life is really an interesting thing huh?  Every time you think your in the clear, something else pops out from in back of us and bites us in the butt.  Yeah some may say that that's just part of life and others may say that you just got to move on but... but I cant move on... I have lived my entire life being afraid of coming out of the dark and meeting the world but today... Today is the day I figured it all out.  Today is the day I found who I really am and what I have to do.  Its so difficult though, especially living on with such a shock... knowing that everything I loved... everything I ever cared about... Never mind I, I have to move on but still... It won't be the same will it?  They said.... they said they wouldn't be the same, that nothing was the same... But I still have to try... I still have to try and... I cant do this right now, maybe we should just start from the begining... maybe then this wont hurt as much to say... Anyways, if you didn't already know my name is Gray Fullbuster and well, this is the story of how I got trapped in the mind games. It all started a week from today, this New Year's Day...

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"Wait, you have to be joking right?" I yelled while almost slamming my hand on the front desk in frustration.

"I am sorry Mr. Fullbuster but someone with a record like yours can not work here. You have made three attempts at robbery in your lifetime and served almost 3 years in jail. How long did you think it would be before we found out?" said the associate manager who had a ID tag saying 'My name is Midnight' stuck to the front of his Baskin Robins uniform. {Antman can go ahead and sue me bishes....}

I laid back further in my seat as my face began to scrunch up into a frustrated scowl. "Something at least a little longer than this..." were the only words my mouth was able to mumble out to my so called "manager". It's not like I even do any of that stuff anymore! That was back when I was in high school, back when I was dumb! Why does that all have to stay etched on me now?!

"Yes well I am sorry... Gray, was it?  Anyways, that is all so I hope you understand and may leave peacefully." the man finished before straightening out the papers in his hands and laying them down on the table.

With a loud huff, I got out of my seat and stormed out of the building while mumbling a few curse words under my breath.  I can't believe this has happened AGAIN!  I have been looking for a good job for almost a year now and I have found close to nothing.  Either they find out the truth about me sooner or later or they just plain out don't hire me at all!  Where the hell am I even supposed to find a job?  Am I just supposed to die or something?!  "No, I can't give up yet.  There still has to be some where for me, right?" The cold air rushed across me as my mind was clouded with these unwanted thoughts.  "What if... What if I just don't belong here..."

"You know Mr. Fullbuster, I might know somewhere you belong.  Somewhere where your past has no affect on your future..."