I woke to a throbbing pain in my head... It hurt so badly. I opened my eyes to my mom with her head on the end of what looks like a hospital bed. I said," mom. Where am I?" Her head popped up and she looked startled. She got up and ran to me. She hugged me, and I could feel her heart pounding rapidly. She said," I thought I'd lost you forever." I said," where the hell am I?" She said," your in the hospital. You tried to commit suicide. Who was Zachary?" I started to cry," I should've died." I thought. "Who was Zachary?!" My mother yelled. I responded," the guy of my dreams. Did he visit me? Where is he? I need to talk to him right now." My mom yelled," He committed suicide the day after you tried." I was so confused. I got out of the bed and tried to run out of the room. As I did, the i.v. that was attached to my arm, ripped my arm and it started bleeding as I look at my arms, the memories flood back to me. I saw the pads on my arms covering the cut on them where I tried to kill myself. I asked in confusion," he died?" My mom nodded.
