Dear Nobody...

Your hand was warm.

Like hugging your pillow kind of warm or the sun shining on a cold day kind of warm.

You were my source of warmth and comfort.

My own personal teddy bear.

(I'm not calling you fat or anything..............I love you! *innocent smile*)

Anyway, I turned around and instantly got lost in your gaze.

But sadly nerves got the best of me and I refused to say a word.

But then you spoke and it was like all of the scattered pieces of my universe started coming together agian.

"Hey, I've been meaning to talk to you. I just haven't had a chance. I'm Paul, what's your name?"

The words flowed into one ear and right out the other.

*Sigh*
Paul
Paul
Paul

I think that will forever be my favorite name.

All I could focus on was your eyes on me.

No one had ever looked at me like that.

Like I was worthy of attention.

Like I was something rare and valuable.

Like I was cute.

Like I was attractive.

Like I was pretty.

Like I was...beautiful?

(I know I sound insecure in that part but trust me, I had the right reasons to be at the time. Now, I don't care if you saw me in the morning. Although I'm sure you'd dash like a bat out of hell XD)

I told you my name was Kyara.

You said that I had a pretty name.

I said thank you.

You said you'd see me around.

I said okay.

(Did you ever notice how my answers were so short and choppy? It was because I was to busy staring at your very attractive face.)

And we did.

We saw each other a lot after that.

We saw each other so much, that I had gotten so used to you being around.

I was blind to how much it would hurt if you were torn away from me.

And it hurt so fucking much.

(Sorry for the swear word. I couldn't put it any other way.)