I know
It's been a couple of years since I've written you.
Let's just say, life is a bitch.
I've been through a lot of shit and love just wasn't something I had time for.
We talked on and off throughout the years.
Each time was a little shorter than the last.
You finally left to the military.
I just started college.
We're finally living out what we said we would do.
Just not together.
I talked to you over the phone yesterday but something felt different.
I didn't get the usual butterflies.
Or the racing heartbeat.
I really didn't feel much actually.
Just indifferent.
I've loved you.
I love you.
I think I'll always love you.
But there is a time when moving on is okay.
When separating is the best option.
Not everyone stays in love with there first love. Only the lucky ones get that kind of happy ending.
So I don't think I'll call you back.
Maybe once in a blue moon to see if you're safe.
Until then I think I'm ganna work on me.
But we'll always have our awkward first kiss.
Our Valentine's Day memories.
And our walks home from school.
I never did say that I would love you forever but I still love everything about you.
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Dear Nobody...
Teen FictionI wish I had never met you. Then there would be no reason to impress you. No reason to want you. No reason to cry over you. No reason to be heartbroken. No reason for all the pain. No reason for all the promises. No reason to miss you. No reason to...
