Some girl talk

Part 1

Um, I guess this gets a little personal, and i'll try code names for people mentioned. But really I'm just writing to reflect on some 'girl talk' topics. I dont mind comments.

Um just a recap to start

Over a year ago I had just gotten with my boy friend and i told my to friends everything, as they were more expirenced than I. I guess Ill give a letter in a special font in place of names. Ky and By  were my bestfriends they knew more and had done more than I but my new boyfriend and I were off to a great start and ready to try things. One day in class I was talking to By and Ky about it and of course it means sex. Ky just told By and I that she was planning to have sex with a boy she was starting to get with.  And I kinda started to say how i was gonna be the last of the three of us to do it. which led to my guilt because By didnt want Ky to know that she had done it a year before that on her boyfriends birthday, some gift, eh? So Ky knew that secret and we all talked more about; Ky being informed and myself taking in the knowledge for future reference. After that day, I'll be honest, I was mad and they knew it. I was mad because my boyfriend and I were barley trying anything, and then I listen to my two best friends talking about how great sex is. I was and still kinda am scared of sex which got me more mad back then. When my boyfriend noticed I was mad at them he started asking why, I was embarrassed on the subject; I still loved By and Ky, so I had to ask By to tell him what was goin on. That was odd. But I started to cool down after a while when Ky stopped talking about her new expirence; then it was all how she had to move schools. Sad.

And the months passed and Ky left.