You Are In Love | n.s [COMPLETED]

13

One step, not much, but it said enough

H.S

Have you ever felt something like this before? Like you want to bolt away and stay ,at the same time. Like you want to talk out your feelings and stay quiet not uttering a single word ,at the same time. Like you are burning in lava and cold as ice, at the same time .

Well , these are my exact feeling right now .

I move my eyes on the three guys in front of me , my bandmates , my best friends. I trust them a lot ,so much that I can close my eyes and hand my life to them if they ask . Exaggerating much? No, I don't think so . Although I will definitely want an explanation before.

But that is not the point , is it ? Okay , it might be , I don't know . I have lost the power to think properly the moment I entered this room.

Zayn and Liam are concentrated on a video game they are playing , while Louis has his concentration on his precious cocco puffs. Sometimes , I worry about that lad.

I wonder how they will react if I blurt out , I am gay ! I love cocks ! And I am with Niall !

Hmmm, not the smartest things to shout . I say Louis will go crazy and Zayn will not look at us , not to forget Liam . He is going to kill me . Wait , Scratch that add Zayn also .

I wonder how Niall can stay calm . On que I feel warm hand wrap around my hand squeezing them tightly .

He is scared , more scared then me . He is sweating and is scratching his thighs a lot. Oh , how I want to take away his tension , tell him everything is alright.

But I can't ,why ? 'Cause I don't know.

My thoughts at interrupted as Niall 's voice boom throughout the room and all three heads snap at our direction .

Jesus .

" We have to tell you lads something . I , We.... I mean we , me and Harry, we are together .umm..like together together." Niall says and everything is quiet , game and cocco puffs long forgotten.

And I am thinking about the worst as my breathing gets laboured.

After five minutes or few , I don't know Louis breaks the silence.

" Took both of you long enough ." he is smiling and Zayn and Liam are moving towards us.

" You are not angry ?" I ask timidly ,

" No " Louis replies

" You don't hate us ?" Niall asks.

" No , we love you both." Liam comes and gives us a hug .

" I will break you , if you hurt Ni ." Zayn warns me but his tone is warm and eyes are glittery. and I smile .

I turn to Niall and he is laughing and crying at the same time .

And I can't control myself .

I pull him and kiss him . And I can hear Louis saying" Narry moment you guys ."

N.H

I want to jump around and dance . I want to sing so loudly that the world can hear me . I want to cry , so loudly with happiness.

Mostly. I want to jump Harry. Kiss Harry and hold Harry.

But I can't . You know why ? Because , we are at an interview .

All five of us standing . I am near a wall Harry to my left
and Zayn to my right. Next to Zayn is Louis and then Liam .

Interviewer is asking us usual boring questions and I am not paying attention . Just smiling through it all .

Liam does all answering anyways.

My concentration is on Harry and mainly on his hand . His hand that is on my back and clasped with my both hands which are held back . He is tickling his fingers into my palm and trading his fingers in the gaps between mine.

And I am giddy and happy.

One question snaps me out of my haze.

" If you want to marry anyone from the band , from five of you , who would it be ? "

Zyan and Liam answering Liam and Louis respectively.

Louis answering " Can I pick myself ." sassily might I add.

We all chuckled at that .

I didn't wanted to be too obvious so I said Zayn and he cuddled me into his chest , ruffling my hair.

I peek at Harry from Zyan's chest , trying to gauge his reaction . I hope he is not hurt by my answer.

He was smiling and winked at me , I left a sigh of relief.

" Umm ... I would marry Niall ." he said pointing to me , making my heart race.

And his word came to my mind

" And I am ready to tell the world."

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A/N

My Narry Heart was beating faster throughout the whole chapter . I hope yours was too. ;)

Narry is Epic !