Chris POV"Well what do you have in mind?", I asked her as I sat her feet on the ground.
"Well...let's go inside first.", she said holding my hand and walking me to the door. I unlocked the door and she pulled me upstairs. Once we got to the bedroom we saw a huge California king bed, kind of like the one I had at home. It the middle of the bed we're swim trunks and a bikini set.
Rayah walked over and read the note:
Za'Rayah why you playing? You know you was NOT about to give him some. Playing with my nigga emotions.....he too G for that...
"Oh so you wasn't for real?", I asked in disbelief.
"No.", she mumbled before laughing. She read on:
Anyways, the hot tub should be ready and hot. Feel free to use it. And don't leave a mess either. I ain't cleaning that shit up. And have fun!
🐯Ty
"Okay, I guess we're gonna put this on.", I said removing my clothes.
"Aye, aye! I don't wanna see that.", she covered her eyes.
"You act like you ain't never seen one before.", I mugged.
"Not yours.", she whined.
"You want to?", I asked only in my boxers as I walked up to her.
"N-no umm. We- I-", she stuttered.
"Whats wrong?", I asked coming closer and closer.
"N-nothing. Who said it was something?", she smiled nervously. "Shame on them." She was shaking and shit. It was funny. I guess it's time to get her back for what she did to me at dinner.
"Mmhhmm", I said tilting her head back.
Za'Rayah POV
His lips made contact with my neck and I closed my eyes to prevent myself from passing out.
Whenever we made this kind of contact, I always got weak and nervous.
"Chris...", I said in attempt to get his attention, but it came out as a moan.
"Hmm?", he asked circling to my backside. He wrapped his arms around me from behind, sucking my neck.
"That feels...good.", I said as he pushed himself against me.
"B-but we can't...we can't.", I stuttered.
"Yea we can. Only of you want to.", he said massaging my sides and his hands roamed my body.
"Oh my...", I gasped as I felt something run down my leg. I looked down and I was instantly embarrassed.
I guess he felt me stiffen up so he stopped and he saw what I did and he smirked.
"Ain't even hit yet and you already cu-"
"Shutup." I cut him off. My cheeks were red and I grabbed my bikini, going to find the bathroom. I found it and started to change and refresh myself.
How the hell did he make me....ughhhh. I hate him...
I got changed quickly and I opened the door and instantly spotted Chris outside of the door. He smiled as he looked at me hungrily.
I looked at his tattooed chest and I was amazed.
"Didn't these hurt?", I asked tracing them with my finger.
"Lil bit. I'm surprised you don't have none."
"Yeah, yeah.", I shoed him off.
"You still mad that I made you cu-"
"Lalalalalala. I can't hear you.", I said plugging my ears.
"Damn. Don't be ashamed. That just means you be wet as hell. Ain't nothin' wrong wit it.", he shrugged.
I moped to the hot tub.
"I didn't know I could do that though. Nobody has ever made me do that." I spoke as I waited for him.
"I mean we weren't even having sex. That's weird. You do crazy things to me.", I said slowly getting into the water.
"I know. Your first does that to you. I understand if you in your feelins", he smirked.
"Boy...don't. I will-"
"You will shut up before I bend you over this hot tub rail."
I instantly closed my mouth. He waded over to me.
"Anyways, wassup with you? When you and Chy get close?", he asked.
"Well she helped me when I was a little upset over some things. She's a great encourager. She's just a good friend. If she wasn't I wouldn't be here right now, with you.", I smiled.
"Awww, I feel special.", he said pulling me to him.
"You should, I mean....I am a prize."! I boasted playfully.
"You sure are. So when are you gonna see that?", he asked.
"Soon."
He shook his head.
"This wasn't a good idea.", he sighed getting from the hot tub
"Whats wrong? Wh-", I was confused.
"I can't do this knowing what I know....", he shook his head grabbing a towel.
"What are you talking about?", I asked.
"I can't tell you right now. Its too much in your plate.", he shook his head walking to the room.
I rushed out of the water and ran after him.
"Chris! Wait...", I stopped the door before he closed it in my face.
"No Rayah. It's not the same.", he said opening it.
"I'm so confused. I don't get how you switched up that quick."
"I-I...I can't..."
"Chris you can tell me, I won't get mad.", I spoke stepping closer to him.
"I think I'm feelin' you."
"Chris...I'm not ready for all that. I don't really feel you in that way...", I spoke. I was honestly confused on my feelings. I felt something for him but I was scared to let it surface. I know love can kill and I'm not ready to go through all that pain.
"That's why I didn't wanna tell you. I mean, I don't know if I do love you but like...I fell something I've never felt. Every time I get close to having you, you switch up on me and push me away. I just wanna love you. But, clearly you too dumb to see that. I'm tired of trying. I said that last time and you drew me back in.", he got loud.
"Love? Y-you love me?", I questioned.
"Sadly.....yes. But don't worry, I'll get over it.", he spoke. He then shook his head and closed the door in my face.
A/N
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FanfictionZa'Rayah (Zuh-Ray-Uh) Parker is from East Garfield Park in Chicago. The rough city raised her to take nothing and be remorseful. The pain of her mother's death really hurts her and causes her outlook on men and life to change. Once she moves to L.A...