The Nanny (EDITING)

Chapter 14 (part 2)

Za'Rayah POV

I was numb. I couldn't feel or here anything. I was in complete shock.

The song was over now and I'm completely sure I looked like a complete idiot.

I looked to see Karruchea talking to Chris. Of course she was smiling from ear to ear.

"I think we should take it slow for now...date a while and work our way back to where we should be.", she spoke to him. He nodded and she kissed him on the cheek leaving him with a boyish grin.

"I wanna take you out after this. Aight. Let me handle something real quick...", he told her.

"Rayah...I am so sorry I didn't tell you about this song sooner. Girl, are you okay?", Chyna asked. She had just made it here and she was all dolled up.

I laughed at her question. "I'm all good."

Inside I was crying and the tears flowed like waterfalls. Humiliation was the main feeling I had.

Chy sensed my sadness and sighed.

"Boo, I get it. Leave if you have to.", she whispered in my ear.

I nodded making my way out of Chris's section.

As I gathered my things, I felt him grab my arm.

"Rayah, it's not what you t-", he started until I gave him a cold glare.

"You still love her don't you?", I asked.

He was silent.

"Fuck you.", I spat walking away.

I made my way the through the crowd and he followed behind.

"Listen! I really like you. I think your smart, beautiful, and a great woman. Your strong too. I just have to go where my heart is.", he explained.

"YOUR heart? Nigga, last week your heart was with me. What about my heart? Hmm? Everything I let go of for you. You told me you wanted me to open up and let you love me, but you spit in my face and make a song about another female. You don't understand how that made me look! I'm basically the rebound.", I screamed as my voice cracked.

He looked hella guilty.

"I'm sorry. Can we just be friends?", he asked.

"Chris, we had sex. Friends don't do that. I only did it because I felt something between us and I wanted to make you happy. I can't believe you...you...", I couldn't speak anymore. I just walked further away from him while texting on my phone for Ty to drive me home.

"I never meant to hurt you." He admitted.

"You don't get it. You don't know what love is. You can't love two people. So, from now on it's strictly work. Don't call me unless it's work, don't text me, don't come by, I don't give a fuck. I fuckin' hate you dog.", I spat as a crowd watched.

Karruchea walked out and grabbed Chris's arm.

"Come on, you said you we're taking me by our restaurant after the party.", she tugged him.