I didn't choose you, my heart did

anaya's confession

I couldnt keep it any longer in me, I had to tell Shrey about yuvraj. but what I couldn't decide is whether to tell him now or tomorrow morning. not telling him now meant not talking to him at all which would be weird as I am so used to texting him all the time so I finally gave in called him up.

'heyy annu. Supp?' he answered.

'nothing umm.. just I wanted to say... umm I am sorry.'

'sorry for what? today morning? its perfectly okay I am sorry that I even asked. I should have known my boundaries. I am usually not so straightforward with people but I just feel very comfy around you and then I just randomly asked. I didn't know it would bother you so much.'he was sounding so apologetic.

'shhreeeyyyyy ! chill ! you didn't do anything so severe. you werent at fault. I just didn't expect you to ask so wasn't prepared to answer. but now I am fine.'

'okay so does that mean you will tell me whom do you like or are you in a relationship?'

'Mee and relationship... hahahaha never ! not possible someone has to be a mental hospital patient to like me, and well I won't date a mental hospital patient so no! I am not in a relationship. but yeah I do like this guy whom you very well know. but you have to promise me not to react. please.'

Shrey's p.o.v. 

after the guitar class I was sitting in my room wondering if I should text annu or not. well I told her she could have all the time she wanted but its my thoughts that are killing me. I so wanted to ask Pranay about annu but he is too defensive and protective about her, he actually seems like someone you need to be scared about if you like annu because its difficult to please him and annu won't do a thing without telling him so I wanted to remain in his good books and decided not be too nosy about her and have patience. I so felt like texting her even if it meant some general talk, the thought of not talking to her till tomorrow felt weird because we talk to each other practically the whole day except when she is with pranay. I thought I should just call her up. and as I went to pick up my phone to call her, my phone rang. I hoped it was anaya calling and yes it was her. I decided to remain calm and generally talk.

'Heyy annu. Supp?'  

I just wanted to hear her voice to make sure if she is fine or not. she struggled with her words but managed to say sorry.

I bet she was sorry who leaves someone hanging in the middle and runs away and then refuses to talk about it. but I also realised I might have Crossed a line so decided to apologize to her.

'sorry for what? today morning? its perfectly okay I am sorry that I even asked. I should have known my boundaries. I am ususally not so straightforward with people but I just feel very comfy around you and then I just randomly asked. I didn't know it would bother you so much.'  

I told her. she said it was fine and I had nothing to worry about, I was Soo relieved but just then my stupid mind had to spoil things. I asked her again if she liked someone or was in a relationship. I was taken aback by her reply, she thought no one could like her to be in a relationship with her. she is seriously crazy, why did she even think so? she is funny, smart, pretty, cute, witty, trustworthy why wouldn't Some like her. she is crazy. but what is wrong with me why am I thinking so much about her. I decided to think about that later right now it was very important for me to know whom did she like? what if its me ? what will happen then?

'I promise I won't react. I promise not to tell anyone either but please just tell me now.'

'okay so it is.... ummm... he is... ummm... Yu.....ummm... Yuvraj. finally there I said it. its yuvraj Mehta your best friend and the cutest guy I have ever seen'

'hahahahahahhahahahahahah seriously you too? yuvi? hahahah.' I just couldn't stop laughing. there is a list of girls behind him already.

I expected anaya to have brains. but I am just glad it wasn't me.  

'Shrey singhania ! I hate you ! I just told you one of my best kept secret, and you are laughing. go get lost bye.' and she hung up.