I didn't choose you, my heart did

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I couldn't wait any longer and finally went to pranay's place to talk to him, being a holiday I knew that he will be at his place only.

'anaya baby, you and here so early? had some urgent work?' pranay's mom asked me.

'hello aunty. actually I just wanted to meet pranay. Is he home?'

'sorry dear. but he is out with his friends and said that he won't come soon.'

I went back to my place. I felt kind off strange because I always knew where is he or what is he doing or with whom is he and today he left without telling me?

oh my god ! I have really hurt him.  

I called him up and as expected he didn't attend my call. I texted him 'sorrryyyy. I have realised my mistake!! please just talk to me'

I waited for his reply and finally around evening he replied, 

'I am not mad at you. I was just a little busy that is why couldn't talk and had a sudden plan that is why didn't inform you so chill !! :* :* :*'

even though this was very weird I was relieved that atleast he wasn't mad at me anymore.

pranay means a lot to me, because he taught me what a friend means and why do we need friends in life who stay here forever. he was always a smarty since I met him, be it in studies or understanding people and feelings. I used to hate him when I met him in the beginning but eventually we grew up and out of it.  

if asked the best feature of his they would be his eyes. they have a depth,are very intense and you can literally see the honesty in them.  

he sometimes amazes me with all what he can do. he is a singer, guitarist, artist, scholar, to be engineer and most importantly the bestest person anybody could have come across in his life. 

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that evening he came over to my place and seemed in a jovial mood. 

'anaya, I give you freedom from my .'no phone rule' you can call, text, chat do whatever you want with your Phone and I will do with mine'

I was amazed and stuttered for words, either he was too happy and out of his senses or deeply hurt and checking me. I decide to first confirm if he is serious or joking about it.

'I am sorry yaa, please just forget about it naa... I promise not to talk again over the phone when I am with you'

'chill. I am actually just scraping out the rule. I don't want you to do something which you don't feel like doing'

'yippieee !! Thanks aloottt !'

I was Soo happy for two reasons; I could now talk to Shrey anytime and he had forgiven me. I was Soo happy that Immediately ran and gave him a tight hug and a small peck on his cheeks.

'whooaa. I never knew you hated that rule so much.' he said sarcastically.

'uhh..umm.. not like that. I am happy because you forgave me.'

'can I ever stay mad at you?'

I laughed and said, 'nope Mr.Pranay khanna that is not at all possible nor will I let that happen.'

'I know I know... so I will leave now have to go home'

though we told bye to each other we spent 20 mins talking to each other at the door.

after he finally left instantly I called up Shrey, 'guuueeessss whhhaattt?' I almost screamed with excitement. 

'whhhaaattt?' Shrey faked his excitement.

'pranay forgave me.'

'thats it? this is why you are so happy? I expected something Happening as I already knew that toh guys will sort everything' he sounded a little disappointed.

'there is one more news left.'

'so tell me now na.. what are you waiting for?'

'Pranay scrapped the no phone use rule'

'wow ! amazing now atleast you will reply to my messages'

'Yupzz and can even pick up calls'

I was very happy that day, but I couldn't decided about what should I be more happy? pranay forgiving me or the no phone use rule being scrapped.

I started to spend most afternoons after school with Shrey only. sometimes kiara would join us or sometimes she had to leave. it was a lot of fun being with him. somedays we just used to have insane conversations on the others very serious and deep. somedays we were comfortable with silence and somedays we didn't stop talking. 

in between of all this, I somehow started drifting apart from Pranay and there was an interesting thing or rather a strange thing was that even he was very busy. we did meet each other very often but mostly were stuck with our phones. I had to know whom does he talk to so much besides me. maybe he likes someone, I decided to ask him tomorrow hoping for the truth for him.