You certainly are not my dearest, Tyler
I don't want this.
I HAVE MOVED ON. That boy you ask me to so easily dump for you? I would never. I love Connor. He's been here for me through most of the time we have been separated. He cares. He wouldn't cheat on me with the first british boy to walk through the airport security.
I'm sending you a photo so maybe you can get it through your head that we are DONE. I am happy, Tyler Oakley. The happiest I have been in awhile.
Why can't you just understand that?
You are the one that obviously wanted us to end. You are the one that cheated. Why should I go back? Simply based on a feeling that you have?
It's called guilt, Tyler, and I hope it eats away at you for what you did. I know guilt ate away at me. For the longest time, I thought it was my fault. I couldn't understand how I drove you away enough that you would cheat on me. It took me weeks to accept that it was nothing I did.
It was just your decision that I was not good enough for you.
Tyler, I used to love you. I really did.
I thought we would live a happy life together. I thought maybe after our wedding, we could adopt a kid or two, and even become parents. I thought, but obviously you thought different.
I am sorry we had different visions of our future. I thought we were okay.
I do not miss you. I do not love you. I do not want another message in my mailbox from you.
We. Are. Through.
I wish it could of been different, Tyler.
Move on like you did a year ago,
Troye
