Looking Into My Soul

Depression

I feel like i'm not myself.

Like i'm looking at my body when it moves.

Like i'm not in control.

I'm not happy.

I'm not sad.

I'm not angry.

I feel nothing.

I think i'm not worth anything

That I shouldn't life.

That my life is meaningless.

I have nowhere I belong.

I'm an outcast.

I should just die.

No one would miss me.

I'm just using air that other people need.

I shouldn't be alive at all.

I'm scared.

No one understands what I am going through.

People just turn a blind eye.

Thinking i'm crazy, weird.

They just don't understand me or my life.

I try to hide it.

Try to act normal.

I try to conceal it.

But it only makes it worse.

I can't hide it.

Please someone help me.

I can't stop this feeling.

I need help.

But no one understands me.

No one is there for me.

All I can do now is kill myself.

There is no use living.

No one cares that I am gone.