Here it is...
I took out her name and someone else's
so nobody knows who..
nobody will quess any ways...
HERE::
I understand why you don't wanna be together. It's okay... no I didn't take my life because of anything you did or related to you. I did it because I felt lonely and broken where i couldnt be fixed. Its okay, youll be okay. You have _____ to help you get over this. Nobody will remeber me for long. I bet by next week ppl will stop crying... only three ppl will cry. You. Autumn. My sister. Nobody else cared. Trust me _____, you'll be okay. Thanks for everything you did... your the only one who actually knew the real me... nobody could tell my fake smile but you... and it went away when i was around you, but that wasn't often. They all began to think I was getting better. But I was actually getting worse but better at hiding it... ik if you find this before I'm gone, it won't be good... but i thought you at least deserved this. I always wanted a "why" to my mom's suicide, and I couldnt leave you where i was, I couldn't put you thru that much more pain... I'm doing this because i dont belong here. I don't belong anywhere and I need to find my home... and if I cant, I'll go to neverland... I'll go far off where I belong with ppl who love me and wanna be around me... unlike here.
"What if there was a alternate world where everybody was dead and wanted to be alive... unlike here, where everyone is alive, but wants to be dead"
I'm going to find that place. Please dont follow, you have much more to live for and much to keep trying to succeed in life... just please, promise for me that you'll try... I love you too much for your potential to go to waste... please be happy... you'll be okay ... I never had someone to tell me how perfect i was or how much i belonged and how they were here for me when i needed them at 1 am when I wanted to cry myself into a external sleep... but I'm here to be that person for you... I will always be that person... just remeber all the worlds I told you and remember I'll always be in your heart baby girl because I love you! 😍😍
