In the morning....,
Everyone was so busy because today is the wedding day.My mind was looking for Sayem.
Where is he now??, I was thinking about it. I left for his residence.In the middle of the road, I remembered, Roman Bro told me that he will go to Dhaka tonight and maybe Sayem also coming with him. So i thought they leave Chandpur yesterday night.
But told me maybe. That's why I go to Sayem's house but he was not there.
Then I came back to my home and We left with Tanya for the parlour in the morning hour.
After we came back home, at first I went to Sayem's house again, he wasn't there again.
He has gone away to Dhaka....
"The groom has come. Where were u? Everyone is looking for you.", said Aunty. She left before I started to answer.
I don't know why, I m not feeling well. My body was there but my soul wasn't there. I should be very happy at this hour. I was so excited about Tanya's wedding. But now I m just thinking about that guy. This is not done!!!
What have you done????
"What happened, Liya? You're looking uncomfortable.", Sajnat asked me. "Nothing. I m absolutely fine. By the way, you're looking so nice.", I said to Sajnat.
"Thank you. But tell me about Sayem. You're missing him, right?", she said.
"No no no...Why do I care for him? But how do you know about that?", I asked her. "Our chocolate queen is still alive. But the main point is you are missing him.", she said."Yes, you are missing him.", Annie joined us. "Babes, there is nothing like that. I don't like him, so what is the point to miss him. I m not missing him.", I said with full confident.
"We know you for 8 years. Don't u think this is shit to hide from us?", Sajnat told me. " But I don't like him, okay?? But....", I said and they pulled my word, "but...?". "But I m missing him.", I answered.
Annie told me, "Okay.....then take your phone and make a call. You have the number, nuh???"
"Sajnat, you have to give me some chocolates.", Annie said. "Why do I?", asked Sajnat. "I have told you the matter........", Annie said.
They are arguing. So I just left them for a quality time....(for me)
I came to the river bank. Then I text him for first time,
"You left me alone here. Is this your love??"6 minutes and 27 seconds later he called me.
I answered his call.
-Hello? Whose is this?( though I know that this is him)
-You texted me...
-I m not interested to talk to u.
-Why??
-I m angry with u. You left Chandpur without informing me.
-Hmmmm....
-At least you can inform me that you're going today. Do you know that, from the morning how many times I looked for you. This is not right at all. You should inform me. You're so bad...
-Okay okay okay....take a breath.
-This is absolutely wrong. You are so......
-(he pulled my word) I m here in Chandpur at my room.
-What???(I was shocked)
-Hmmmm....
-Okay....fine! Let me inform you that I'll go to Dhaka tonight. Bye.... (angrily)
-Okay...listen to me..just listen (restlessly)
But I cut the phone by vilifying him. He call me for several time but I didn't answer. Then a text knocked me...
"Can you please meet me for once before going???"After his this text, I just hanged up for a second. After some time I answered his question,
"Meet me in the river bank at 7 o'clock"Tanya was get married. They take Tanya with them.
"Our destination is complete. Now this is the time to packing our bags.", Annie told me. "Thank u for the wonderful tour. We have so much fun.", Sajnat told me.
"It's hurting that we are gonna leave Chandpur behind.", Both of them are expressing there feelings. But I didn't say a single word.
"What happened, Liya? You wanna tell us anything?", Sajnat asked me. "Hmmm", I answered. "Is it about Sayem?", Annie asked me. My answer was "hmmm"
"What is this "hmmm"?? Tell me in details..", Sajnat shouted at me.
"Actually, I met with a text of Sayem. He wants me to meet him before I leave.", I said them in a soft voice.
"Are you confused?", Sajnat asked me.
I answered, "Yeah, I think so...."I am not even enable to talk to them eyes to eyes. In that time Annie told me, "You have feelings for him. Don't you?" Sajnat pulled her word and asked me, "So why you are so confused? Go and meet him."
I was silent. I m not in that disposition to tell anything. I was thinking that what should I do.
I know that I have feelings for him but I don't wanna appreciate it.After the conversation I go to meet him. It was 6.45 in the clock. I thought I would get some time to spend alone in the fresh Moonlight till 7 o'clock.
But when I reach there I saw someone is roaming around.
Oh it is Sayem....
He came here before I came. In black night I spread the torch light on him.In the black, he was like glowing a moon.
"Hey, you are 10 minutes advanced.", I said. He looked at me and said with a cunning smile, "I think you are also.", then he come closer to me and said whispering in my ear, "I think someone were so excited to meet me." "Oh, hello! Nothing like that it is just a sympathy for you.".
He cracked up and said to me, "Oh really?? Then why you texted me first??". I replied to him, "Nothing like that." "Whatever, I won the challenge again.", he mocker at me."But How? ?", I asked.
"Don't you remember the challenge? You texted me first.", he said.
"Don't you remember the challenge?", I asked him. "What?", he was surprised.
I came close to his ear and said whispering, "Grow up, baby. You called me first not me. And our challenge was the first first call not text."
"Astute girl. I like this",he said.
After a little formal conversation he asked me, "You didn't answer my question.". "What kind of question you are talking about?",I asked.
He laughed a little and said," You know what I mean." "May be you've to wait for years for this answer or maybe my answer will be "reject".", I said with a sweet smile.
"Can I be rejected one?", He looked at the peaceful water and gave me a return smile and said that.
I didn't have anything to say that time but I can only smile all the time.
The magical air was blowing around. The Moonlight was covering the darkness clearly. And we were smiling silently. No one of us was talking. We were just blushing. That was so sweet.
"So, you're going, right?", he asked me. I answered, "Hmmm...tonight...I'm going". Then silence come to us again.
After a glimpse, he asked me, "Are you really not sure about our communication?"
I didn't answer his question. Actually I think I was confused. I was just smiling sweetly. I don't have the answer of his question."I should go now. I'm getting late.",I said to him. He gave me a smile full of pain but he tell me, "Yeah, sure. You have to leave for Dhaka. I should go also. See you later, I mean, if you want."
I was wanting him to stop me. But he didn't. That time when I was going to leave him, Unknowingly I touched his hand. That makes me feel like hug him tightly. But I was confused.....I left him alone. I didn't looked back.
I know he was waiting for me to look back. But if I looked back, I could be failed to hid my tears.