Hidden and Burning Love Bites

Prologue - love bites back

Prologue

I was an ordinary 16 year old. Well I didn't think I was but everybody else did. Everybody seemed to like me and did as I said. I was popular but I didn't like it. I wanted to be a person who is accepted but not a popular one like this. I'm the girl that every lass envies from head to toe and the girl that every lad wants to sleep with. When I say sleep, I mean have sex with. However I was a virgin. This was me and I didn't like it. I hated myself so much.

I tried to hide that I hated myself. Even my best friend said she envied me so what was the point in telling her what I thought. She would just say that I should stay this person. I loved my best friend loads and she loved me but I didn't have total trust in her. I told her things that were personal but not too personal. She knew the first time I dated and kissed a lad and I even told her when my mum went into to hospital. However I've never told her how I feel about myself or that I am not ill when skipping school but actually just fed up with school drama. This was life and I really hated mine.

I began to wonder why people actually envied me. Yeah I was skinny, had long luscious brown hair, curves were perfect and my. eyes were the colour of the sky but why did everybody want to look like me? I came to the conclusion it was because all the lads gave me their full attention most of the time. They were more jealous than anything else. Which deep inside this hurt me.

I was perfect and to some teachers the school rebel. I hated being who I was despite this the plus side was that I was never seen as the school bully or worse, the school bitch. Well that was true until they walked in.

They were four lads. All alike however had a very distinct feature separating them. One lad had more turquoise eyes and the rest had really deep sea blue, one had more blonder hair and the rest had brown, one was more tanned on the skin than the rest and the last one was taller and looked a little older. Yeah they were fit but that was it. Every girl began drooling over them. Everyone except me.

I avoided them and avoided talking to any girl who loved them so much. I wasn't like the other girls now. I was the odd one out. However they provided me a good distraction to be able to become less noticed. To the girls that was but the lads were still coming. However after a while everything died down and I become the one to envy others.