Get away from me because I'm toxic. And the last thing I want to do is hurt you. I just want to see you smile and, as your best friend, I genuinely want to see you be happy.
I'm sorry if this decision of mine seems selfish. It's not. I'm doing this for the benefit of the rest of the world.
This is everything I didn't say:
1. I miss you
2. I love you
3. I hate you
4. I wish I could hug you and cry and just break down in your arms
5. But you don't notice some things about me and I want you to notice them and I constantly hide them and I know that's ridiculous because I can't expect you to just read my mind but it hurts that you don't understand.
6. I told you before - I'm toxic and you have the chance to get away. But you chose to stay. And these are the consequences.
