My Best-Friend's Brother...Zayn Malik?! ( On Hold)

Chapter 5

Harry was the perfect gentleman the whole time, he opened the car door for me, pulled out a chair for me, and held my waist as we walked whenever we decided to walk. I loved the feeling, I loved the fact that he really likes me, and I like him too, but something deep inside, would tell me to stop, to wake up, to open my eyes and see Zayn, who likes me the same way Harry does, but Zayn's just different, he's not the kind of guy who would show his feelings like Harry does, he keeps them to himself, but gives some sort of hints, like looks, smiles....

which makes my heart melt.....

 Harry and I finished our food then decided to go for a walk to have some fresh air, and on our way home my phone started to ring,

"Hello?" I asked,

"Hi, Nathalie! It's Zayn..." answered Zayn with a voice filled with fake excitement, 

"Hey, Zayn!" I replied using the friendliest voice I could pull,

"I was just making sure you're okay..... If you need anything, just call me, is Harry..... uhh..." he paused a bit trying to think of something to say,

"Is he what? Everything's fine" I assured him,

"Oh... I just.... h-have f-fun...bye Nathalie" he ended and I could hear the pain in his voice, trying to find its way out but is trapped,

"Thanks and bye" I said trying to make him feel a little better by sounding a little happy to hear his voice,

"What did he want?" asked Harry -or should I say whispered in my ear- as I put my phone in my small black purse,

"Nothing...." I mumbled,

"Are you sure?" Harry stopped walking and looked my straight in the eyes,

"He was just asking if I needed anything, okay?! Just chill!" I whispered loudly feeling the little pain he was causing my wrist by holding it so hard,

"What?! Is he that stupid? Didn't he think that if you needed anything that I'll give it to you! Who does he think he is?" he said angrily pressing harder on my wrist which made me flinch,

"He's not stupid! And he was just being polite!" I said then kind of regretted it because of the expression he formed on his face,

"Who's side are you on?! You're on a freaking date with me! Not him! And you're talking about him like... like you like him more than you should! And I don't like that!' he almost shouted still squeezing my wrist which made me even more annoyed and in pain,

"I'm not on anyone's side! There aren't any fucking sides! Now, let go of me! You're crushing me! I wanna go home!" I cried feeling the tears willing into my eyes.

"You're on his side! You're defending him! When he's the one acting like he cares about you! I'm the one who cares! He's just a liar trying to get on his sister's nerves! Doniya is so uncool with the way Zayn treats you! Zayn is playing you! " He said making me forget every single good thing he did to me from the day we met, every feeling I had towards him just flew away. The Harry I saw definitely wasn't the Harry who kept blowing me kisses in french class, or the Harry who I kissed yesterday and made my heart beat so fast! This is someone else, someone so into himself it's disgusting! It makes me want to shout at him, or punch him in the face! 

He turned into someone I'd never even think of loving....

"Please.... let me go home.... I can't stay here any longer..." was all I could let out of my mouth that moment as I fought the urge of letting a tear drop from my eye,

Harry just looked at me, stared is more like it, then let go of my wrist. I looked at it to see that it almost turned blue, so I just gave him a kiss on the cheek and stormed away.

"Nathalie!" he called my name several times but I didn't even look back at him. I like Harry, very much, but I think he was crossing the lines, and I couldn't deal with that, at all!

It's really hard to run in a dress, the one I had on, was a beautiful light pink, covered with a whole layer of lace, it went all the way down to stop right above my knees. 

Imagine running in that!

So I just walked all the way back to Doniya's house. I rang the bell, and Zayn answered it knowing it was me,

"What happened between the two of you? You apparently didn't hang up so I heard your whole argument...... I-I'm sorry" he said worried gently taking my hand and covering it with the both of his soft hands,

"I-I... He..... Can I come in?" I mumbled as tears finally found their way out of my eye. He hugged me and closed the door behind me,

"Of course, Nathalie..... of course, Love" he said into my hair as he led me to his room, I had no idea where Doniya was, and I honestly wasn't very interested in knowing either.

"You can tell me if you want... What happened I mean" he said as we both sat on his bed,

"You heard it all.... Everything was perfect before he lost it..... I can barely remember anything good he did after his harsh words...... Thanks Zayn...." I said wiping the few tears that were on my rosey cheeks,

"For what? I really didn't say anything" he smiled,

"For being here...." I said then gave him a kiss on the cheek and left the room, leaving him sitting there confused.

I entered the bathroom and looked into the mirror. I hated the way I look after I cry, because I look miserable, and I'm not! I'm strong, and happy! I'm a happy person who will never go through depression!

I saw my eyeliner smudged, and the tears stains on my cheeks were gray, my hair was a mess and my eyes were red.....

I hate looking like this! But if I'm going to stay between these two boys, I might have to get used to it!

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