I don't even understand myself...
I can feel myself slowly falling apart
Ripped to pieces
Crumpled to tattered parts
I caved in after crumbling for so long
I became broken as soon as it came
The dazed and confused feelings
I'm sorry I ruined us
What we could have been
It's all gone now
I felt dazed
It felt like I was in a blurry fog
Wandering aimlessly
Searching for the answer
That didn't exist
Was a everything a blissful dream?
Or a nightmare dressed like a daydream?
I was feeling confused
I never understood your intentions
Whether you loved me or not
Was the way you smiled
Towards a friend
Or towards a lover?
Now here I am,
Everything is over
The end had reached us
As I sit on the floor weeping
The dazed and confused feelings
Rush over me
Was this wrong?
Or was this right?
Everything is jumbled up
I can't tell left from right
The tears relentlessly fell
And I was too numb to notice
I'm sorry
I've broken you as I broke myself
Is this the feeling of regret?
Or the feeling of twisted freedom?
I am still dazed
It all happened in a flash
Halfway through our conversation
I went blank
I am still confused
If my actions were justified
Did I do this for us?
Or did I do this for myself?
I am dazed and confused
But I know one thing
It is as clear as the day itself
I was destined to love you at some point.
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Dear My Broken Self
ПоэзияThis is a random book where I'm going to write my feelings and shiz in. My personal, real life problems have been preventing me from writing lately... I'm afraid to share my feelings to actual people so I thought this is better. I can get my feelin...
