Do you see us in the future?
My weight resting on your body
As you hold me with your assuring arms?
I wake you up with a kiss on the nose
And you respond with a sweet, revenge-filled tickle?
Or how about when you intertwine your fingers with mine
Squeezing my hand occasionally?I asked you now, in the middle of the dark night
Through the bright screen of a cellphone
Not having enough courage to confront you face to face
Because I needed to know
Whether to keep loving you
Or let you goI needed to know
If this was all my part
Or if you were picking away at the wall
On the other side
I'm sure you were wondering too
Because you loved me too, right?
At some point you did?
Or at least you thought?I was scared of making mistakes
And I let you go because of that fear
If I knew you would disappear
I wouldn't have let go of your hand
I regret leaving youI want you to come back
But I'm scared you'll leave me
Like what I did
I'm afraid of making more mistakesWill the future reveal us?
What about our happy ever after?
Do we even get one?But I look at us now
You look right through me
With just a single glance
And I pass by you
Ignoring my lingering feelings
Walking away from a "stranger"Second chances are hard to come by
If only I didn't throw away the first one
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Dear My Broken Self
PoetryThis is a random book where I'm going to write my feelings and shiz in. My personal, real life problems have been preventing me from writing lately... I'm afraid to share my feelings to actual people so I thought this is better. I can get my feelin...