Bring Me to the Horizon

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I love you...

No you don't.
I'm tired hearing those words from people.
How can they say those three words so easily.
This sicken me...
I can't trust anything or anyone,
How you ever thought of the consequences of your actions...words?

My world was full of light and color,
Now its gray.
What is beauty?
What is love?
What is hope?
What is...trust?

Do you believe in true love?
No. I believe in that people have the lustful attentions.

Second chances?
I gave you more than twice before.

Are you okay?
No. I'm not okay. Its oblivious that I'm suffering inside of my soul and mind. I want you to be there. I want you to stay with me. I want to hold you unlessly.....

Are you okay?
Yes. I'm fine (: I'm brOKen.

Are you emo?
Does it look like I cut myself?
I don't cut. Yes, I have thought of cutting. Yes, I have thought of ending my life. Yes, I have thought I'm alone even though I'm with people. Yes, I wear dark colors but its what I want to wear.
If I want to wear ripped jeans then I'm gonna wear ripped jeans.
If I want to wear a cute dress let me wear a cute jeans.

I have scars but they are not visible. I have chains they're not visible either. I'm in a caged world full of chaos and judgmental people.

Suicide is stupid.
Suicide is stupid? Suicide is stupid!? The only thing here that is stupid are the people who lead those people to think that suicide is the only solution!

Oh my gosh, homosexuality is so retarded.
You're retarded for not knowing why people turn gay.

Best friEND
BoyfriEND
GirlfriEND

You trust me right?
You earn my trust you're good, but do anything against me you'll never have it back. I am not some open book that you could read so easily.

I wasn't ask to be born.
I wasn't ask to be pick on.
I wasn't ask to be different.
I wasn't ask the way I am.
I have jealousy too. I'm jealous that I don't have a perfect family. I'm jealous that I'm not good enough for anyone. I'm jealous of everything.

Music
Hi there, you okay? I see you've been troubled. Its okay now, come and listen to me. Let all of your emotions ease your mind. You're are no longer numb.

Anime has no END.

When I die I want to be reincarnated into a cloud so I can float in the air going with the flow.

I'm the black of the yin yang.

My thoughts are different from yours.

My wings were pure white but slowly fading away.

Can someone bring me the the horizon?
I'm drowning.

I have a doubtful mind....

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