Magnus is dead. How could this happen? Now I will never have a chance with him again. I feel like I was just stabbed in the heart with a knife. Now the only person who I truly love is dead. He is gone forever and I can never get him back. I stroke his head that's in my lap.
One of my tears falls from my face onto his. I sit there alone in the dark knowing I will never love anyone ever again.
I wake up crying. I wish Magnus was here with his arms wrapped around me. Him staring into my eyes. His soft lips on mine. I look at the clock and see that it's only 5:00 a.m. I don't try to go back to sleep. I know I'll just have another nightmare because, that's all I have since Magnus broke up with me. I grab some clean clothes and walk to the bathroom to take a shower.
