A lot of people ask me about this! And I wanna answer it but I was trying to think of how to say it, so basically my answer is yes. I do still love Phil. For me no matter what happens I still love love all of my past lovers. Shane, Phil, everyone. And I know that is a weird and probably not good thing to do but I can't help it. I know some people love there ex's as friends but I love them like I did when we were dating. Make sense? No? Okay. But that is my answer. My over complicated confusing answer. But you know that I love Connor more than any of, well anyone.