Is It Wrong To Fall In Love With A Ghost?

Tears Of Healing

-=Chapter 4=- -=Tears Of Healing=-

'Ding Dong Ding Dong'
The school lunch bell rang and most people got up from their seats and left. I got up from my seat and grabbed my phone and walked out of the classroom. People were staring at me of accusing me of Nishimura-san's death. Apparently she was very popular here, everybody knew her, but me. I walked outside of the school to hang where I usually stay at, behind the school under a tree. Nobody really bothers me here because they are scared of me. I usually hang out here to get away from all the people. I sat down on the grass, I put on my earphone and listen to my music from my phone and closed my eyes.
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-=Lizzie Nishimura=-
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I see Himura-kun resting under the tree, how come Himura-kun said he killed me in the way...? What's going on? I flew next to Himura-kun, and sat down next to him. The way hows he's sleeping, he looks so calm. I blushed brightly and slapped my face. What am I doing? I shook Himura-kun to wake him up.
"Himura-kun, wake up!" I said.
Himura-kun opened one eye and looked at me.
"What are you doing here Nishimura-san?" asked Himura-kun.
"I wanted to talk to you."
"About what?" Himura-kun sat down correctly and took out one earbud.
"About... What you said in class... That you killed me, but didn't killed me. What do you mean by that?" I asked.
Himura-kun stayed quiet.
"What do you mean about that!?" I repeated.
Himura-kun sighed.
"I saw everything, when you died... I saw how you died. I wanted to save you, but I couldn't. I was too scared to loose my life. I'm so stupid..." Himura-kun got angry, and punch the tree. "Why am I so damn weak?! I'm useless! I hate this! I hate it when someone dies! I hate it when someone who I know dies! Especially right in front of my eyes!" Himura-kun turned around angrily, he kept on cursing himself.
"Himur-"
"I'M SO DAMN WEAK AND STUPID!" Himura-kun repeatedly punching the tree, leaving marks and blood on his knuckles.
"YOU'RE NOT STUPID!" I yelled as I got up from the ground.
The loud cold wind appeared and surrounds us. Himura-kun looked at me.
"You're not useless either. You care for others, you help others. You allowed me to work with you, you help the dead!" I continued talking, not letting Himura-kun to speak. "You do anything to help the dead, so don't blame yourself! You have a special gift, and you use it for good! You talk to the dead who are very lonely. I bet you even help them to cross to the afterlife! SO STAND UP AND STOP CRYING OVER MY DEATH!" Tears started to form in my eyes.
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-=Kazuki=-
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Nishimura-san started to cry, my eyes widened. I can't believe this, what the hell am I doing? I made her cry, just for me, but why? Isn't she concerned about her death?
"Ni-Nishimura... I-I'm sorry..." I got up from where I was sitting at.
Nishimura-san ran to me and hugged me. She's so cold, I don't know what to do. I reached out my hands to hug her back, but hesitating. I hugged her back, and Nishimura-san stopped crying. My heart ached when I hugged her. What's going on? Is it because of the spiritual energy?
"Um, Hi-Himura-kun...?" Said Nishimura-san.
"Yea?" I answered.
"Um... This is embarrassing..." Nishimura said nervously.
"What?" I let go of her and her face turned all red. "S-Sorry..." I scratched my head and blushed lightly.
"It's okay." Nishimura-san looked down on the ground.
'Ding Dong Ding Dong'
The school bell rang, and that mean it's time to go back to class.
"Oh um...I have to go now." I said.
"Okay, I'll go to your house then." Nishimura-san left the area.
I walked to class, my heart is beating fast and it aches. Is something wrong with me?

By: Melanie Moreno