With the snap of the neck your whole life felt like it was ruined. You wanted to rip out someones heart right from their chest, so they could feel real pain. Dying slowly you were. You hated pain so you buried everything. You found a job as an avenger in New York. You lived in the tower as well with the guys. Sometimes it was fun but other times you didn't exactly like sharing showers with the guys but it worked because when you went in, no one else did. One night you were thinking of Kilgrave. His neck snapping and you couldn't do anything to prevent. Jessica hated him a lot. You just decided to run away from that place, thats how you ended up in your room at the Avengers tower. As you layed in bed you turn onto your side and snuggle your head into the pillow. You closed your eyes and just saw a image of Kilgrave saying 'goodnight love' but you knew it was your head. You got up and walked down the hall. You and Tony Stark have gotten really close since you loved science. You found your way to his room and got under hid covers. He was surprised at first and then ended up cuddling with you through the night keeping you safe and warm just like Kilgrave would have.