I haven't cut in 7 months.
I was so strong, so good and now I'm like fuck my life.
My first day of school was well.. eventful. Westfield looks like all the other shitty schools plain and boring. The same layout, same rules and same pathetic people.
High School is just full of pretentious girls who think that the are the be all and end all & the boys where just sex crazed lunnies.
I dragged the blade and tore through my soft skin on my wrist and that sudden wave of pain and relief rushed over my body like quick fire. I loved it, it made me feel whole and safe.
"You know you shouldn't do that" a girls voice spoke from behind me, I spun around to see a girl about my age standing in the frame of the bathroom door "it won't make you feel any better, that safe feeling doesn't last and is nothing compared to actually being safe, so leave that beautiful skin for something much more rewarding"
Before I had time to reply she was gone, I pushed the blade into my short pocket and rolled my sleeve down, where did she go? Who is she?
I looked through the whole house but I
couldn't find her maybe she was a figment of my imagination like that boy, I turn to walk back up the stairs to my room when I walk into the blonde boy maybe he wasn't.
"Sorry" he mumbles not even noticing who he walked into
"That's okay, why are you in my house?" I ask and he looks up into my eyes as he hears my voice.
"Well umm... I was just.. looking... fooorrr some... sugar" he replied, he was definitely lying but I decided to go along with it
"Yeah of course" I reply walking to the kitchen and grabbing a full bag of sugar from one of the dark oak cupboards
"I'm Tate by the way"
"I'm Winter" both of us just standing here looking at each other, it's not awkward it was oddly calming his eyes like a dark caramel abyss.
"Well thanks for the sugar Winter" he says suddenly grabbing the sugar and heading for the door
"It's no problem, next time knock though"
"Yeah I will" he replies with a chuckle he then leaves and I head back to my dark purple room only to be greeted by the girl sitting on my bed.
YOU ARE READING
Goodbye? (AHS)
Fanfiction"I'll wait forever if I have too" I've had dreams of love and sacrifice but they've never turned out like this.
