Jassy POV
Hey guys?! I'm Jasmina Gonzales, I'm 18, I'm Brazilian and African American, I get picked on a lot because I'm ugly..I say I'm ugly because that's all I hear at school. Like I can dress and have a really cool personality but it seems like looks are the only thing that matter to kids! I fucking hate school! Gosh.
But anyways, I live alone with my 3 year old daughter Lana Del Ray. She is my heart and soul, if it wasn't for her I don't know where is be. And I know what your thinking, I'm not a hoe. I was raped by my brother. I haven't seen him since he found out I was pregnant with his daughter. It's gross, I hate having to explain to Lana where her father is.
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School
I woke up to Lana in my face singing "Goodmorning". I giggled, "Goodmorning to you too Babygirl!".
She laughed and yelled, "let's get ready mami".
I laughed and got out of bed, once I was out I started my shower and Lana's bath water. Once the tub was filled she got in and washed up while I showered.
As I got out I heard Lana yelling, "Mami! Can I pick my clothes?!"
"Si, hurry Babygirl! We're running late".
She didn't respond so I am assuming she is getting dressed. I went in my closet and laid out, ripped jeans, a black t-shirt, and my red and black tims. To match my hair, I got my hair dyed "fire-truck red". It's long and wavy today since I washed my hair.
Once I was dressed I went down stairs to get some breakfast started, I made eggs, bacon, and grits. Her favorite she ate her food and we left out for school.
I went to school after I dropped Lana off at daycare. When I walked in my Bestfriend of 4 years, Jaylyn. Walked up to me, "hey Jassy, you look gorgeous today!".
I giggled, "hey Jay, and thank you.".
He smirked and put his arm around causing all the hoes to stare. See, Jaylyn is a thug. He has a big reputation around here. So of course he has hoes and they ALL are jealous of me. But I don't blame them. Jaylyn is fine, he is tall darkskin, a basketball player and has a short curly Afro! And he has these pretty hazel eyes and Ughhh!! Sometimes I wish he was my boyfriend, but you know his girlfriend wouldn't allow that.
He must have noticed me thinking, "Jassy!".
I shook my head and cut eye contact with him. "I'm sorry, I was thinking. Come on let's go".
He shook his head and chuckled, "hey my girl is going out of town for the weekend...I was wondering if you wanted to chill Jassy. We ain't hung in awhile".
I blushed, "sure, Lana misses you".
We walked into first period, "I know, I miss her cute ass too. After school we are gonna pick her up and get y'all stuff, y'all staying with Big Daddy Jay for the weekend".
I died laughing as we sat down, "boy bye, only Victoria wants that".
He smirked, "who gives a fuck about her. You my girl Jassy you know this".
Just before I could respond the school Hoe walked in, "Ewh Jay, why the hell are you sitting next to Hoemina. Sit with me".
I chuckled at how she tried to mess up my name, she looked at me. "What the fuck is funny bitch?".
This bitch is getting on my damn nerves. I swear I'm so sick of her. She has been doing this to me since Middle school. Jay immediately saw my face and said something before I got up and killed this girl, "yo Ashley go sit the fuck down somewhere with that shit. Jassy ain't no hoe, and her name is Jasmina. Damn. Go on, I have a girlfriend. She might not go here but she will still come in this bitch and beat your ass. So will Jasmina I suggest you sit before she does".
