Jasmina POV
I woke up mad and confused. I want to see my daughter but these damn doctors won't leave me alone. This lady right here though, she been annoying me all damn night.
"Fuck! Man get off me! I don't care about my health! I'm worried about my daughter Lana del Ray! Where is she?!"
She sensed my anger and sighed, " we can't show you right now".
I sighed too, "okay! Get out".
She tried to speak, "bitch shut up. I don't want to hear shit".
She walked out quick. I then went to the desk. "I'm looking for Lana del Ray Gonzales room?"
She sighed, "um room 245...down the hall to the left. Be careful".
I ran down the hall to find a dark room. Seemed like a man was on my child. I walked up slowly and saw Jaylyn sleeping. I tried to wake Lana but she wouldn't budge. She looked so dead and pale. But I knew she wasn't.
"Jaylyn." He moaned.
"Jaylyn!" He jumped and looked scared.
"Is Lana on some heavy medicine? I can't wake her up".
He sighed and sat me down. "Jas. Lana isn't on any medicine".
I got up and covered my mouth. No no. No no. My baby isn't dead my baby isn't dead. Their lying they don't know any better.
Jaylyn got up and caught me as I fell to the floor, "Jaylyn that's my baby! Why!"
He just rubbed my head and hushed me, "I know baby. I'm so sorry. She was mine too. We're gonna make it".
I just cried myself to sleep.
*******
3 months later
After Lana's funeral, me and Jay decided to part ways. He still comes over to check on me everyday and I still love him with everything I have. But he understood I needed time to heal.
I think about Lana everyday. I haven't gone to the mall,parties or even to the grocery store. Jaylyn either brings or makes me food. I just feel lost without her.
But the only other thing keeping me alive other than Jay. Is that I'm pregnant, by the grace of God. I could have lost this baby too in the crash but the Lord saved this one.
Just then Jaylyn came in, "hey beautiful...how are you and my other baby feeling?"
I smiled lightly, "Were okay. How are you?"
He kissed my forehead, "I'm good Babygirl. But I'm more worried about you. I have an idea....lets go out".
Well..."um you sure?"
He chuckled, "yes babe. Come on I have an outfit for you!"
I laughed, "so you just knew I would say yes huh?"
He smirked as he brought the most beautiful dress ever. "No I have had this for a while in my car.ice been waiting on yo lil ass to say yes".
I smiled, he handed me the dress. "It's good to see you smile again. I miss that."
I looked at the dress in Awe, "Jaylyn, this is beautiful. But you think I can fit it?"
He kissed my cheek, "I know you can. Stop with that, go up on the dress".
I walked upstairs and put the red dress on. I actually think I look decent today. I then put.l my hair into a bun and put a little make up on.
