depression pt.1

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okay, so your normal, happy life is in colour, right? well just imagine a world where everything is in black and white. but slowly the darkness surrounds you. it covers you up and swallows you whole. you can't see anything. you're blinded and confused. then you see a light. it's small and flickering. but it's still light. you walk towards it. there's a door. the light is on the other side of that door. but that door is self harm. once you open the door, you're in the light again. but it comes with one condition. hurting yourself. so you do it. to be happy. but you're not happy. because even though you've reached the light and you've passed through that door, you can never be happy again. the darkness swallowed you whole. it's not going to throw you back up that easily.

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