*Sean's POV*
I didn't get it. After everything, he hates my guts? Did the kiss even matter at all to him? I don't know how to feel. I want to be angry or sad but i couldn't. It just felt grey.
I know I'm not the most buff guy, I am skinny, and pale, but I'm worth it, right? Was I not cool enough for him? Was I not tall enough?
I didn't even feel like going into the locker room to change in front of everybody. I didn't want them to see me. After changing, I left the bathroom to sit on the cold concreate steps, alone as usual.
I was early, so I used the time to be alone with my thoughts.
Now I'm angry.
How could he use me for his own game, then toss me away like he did with the packaging of his shildo? (don't ask me how i know about that) I was so damn nice to him.
I will not let him have the satisfaction. I will not let him have the last laugh.
*sorry for short chapter! The next one is over 400 words as a lil apology for this sucky one!*
