{this really isn't a poem ...just depressing thoughts}
Some times Pain and Missery
swirl around me
In a never ending battle
It leaves me breathless
and reaching for a life line.
but it slips away.
And I'm left to drown in a sea of lonely.
Then when everything seems as if it will get better,
a fist to the heart remains me that it won't.
then I sink further than before.
Drowning in pain and missery.
It sucks it really does.
But I guess I have come to enjoy that pain...
only because it reminds me I'm human
and I'm still alive.
but sometimes the pain is so unbearable I can't take it.
I'm useally the happy one.
I'm the one with a smile.
a blank canvas with no scars.
someone who believes in themselfs..
but if only you took the time to look deeper. you can see me wobble in fear.
see my darkest secrets come to life.
how I pick at food.....
i can't help it
this is who I am
...
I'm only human
