You'r breaking my heart Kai

Chapter 6: merge

It was the  9th of 1994 and I had just returned from trying to find damon.  As soon as I got home I ran to Kai's house and saw his mum on the porch.She was sitting in a rocking chair with some knitting for some reason unknowen. She was delighted to see me. Kai was at the tree we had our 1st date. According to his mum he went there all day every day since I had left to go find damon in hope I would return. 
  I ran as fast as I could using vampire speed, comes in handy sometimes.  I saw Kai sitting on a tree playing with his ring and when i saw this i automatically touched my necklace he gave me that I had never taken off since he gave me it. Kai turned around and our eye met.  I saw a light in his eyes.  A light only i could give him. He run over to me and i leaped into his arms and we just embraced each other in a giant engulfing hug. After about 15 minutes of hugging he finally put me down and kissed me with such passion I felt a little weak at the knees. I just cried of happiness and we continued kissing and hugging for hours and hours on end until it started to get dark so we went back to his and went up to his room. The rest of his family had went out so we had the house to ourself. We got to his bedroom door and our tops came off but as he slipped his jeans off i saw the multiple bruises and beating marks. We stopped kissing as I traced them with my fingers. It didn't take long to guess who done this. There was only one man in his life who hated him enough to do this and that was his father. I kissed him and what I said next, it wasn't me i would never say something like this " We need to make him pay Kai and make sure his pain will curse him for years to come." With that he nodded and we continued where we left off. He kissed down my neck causing me to groan and he teased me by taking his time rather than just going for it. Kai done this trick for about 20 minutes until i fianly had had enough and took control and flipped on top of him and started doing what he had just done to me but I bit his neck teasing him leaving him wanting more. More lead to more.

  We lay next to each other and i decided to put on some of Kais boxers and his purple circle top as he had 2 of them. His family shortly after came into the house and of coarse his dad wasn't happy with me being back so he chased me out the house. To piss off his dad further i kissed Kai goodbye and whispered in his ear " Make him pay and make it hurt Kai." and with that we gave each other and evil look and I left.

   I woke up the next morning and shoved some jeans on and left Kais top on as it smelt of him and that smell made me feel amazing and happy. I went down to the Kitchen to see Kia covered in blood. He smelt amazing and if I was being honest I liked his face a bit as I couldn't help myself. I kissed him and asked "How did you make him pay and don't leave out any of the details?" He told me how he killed 4 of his siblings and how he ripped Jo's spleen out and how he tried to kill Liv and Luke and thats when I snapped as Liv was like a little sister to me.
"I said make him pay Malachai not massacre your family."
"Are you made at me because i only done what you told me to do?"
" No Kai i'm not mad at you."
"Thats good because i'm merging with Jo. Tonight."
I kissed him and pulled him onto a tight hug
"Congratulation Malachai I knew you would get to merge."

     Kai left so he could get ready for the merge so I just stayed at home and relaxed.I ate some food and watched some awful tv and listened to some awful music. It was around until it was around the time Kai was about to merge but i got a letter through the letter box "IT'S A TRAP JOSPEH IS GOING TO TRAP KAI IN A PRISON WORLD YOU HAVE TO STOP THE MERGE" with that I ran as fast as I could out the house into the woods. 

   I could feel multiple twigs hitting me leafs getting everywhere jumping over logs screaming Malachai's name. I tried to stop and listen for the charing and I finally heard it and I ran as fast as I could to get to him. When i got there Kai was screaming on the ground grabbing his head I screamed his name as tried to tell him it was a trap but some of the witches caused my brain to feel like every tiny little bit was exploding again and again. I managed to crawl to get closer to Kai but i got kicked out of the way by some macho witch dick who's leg i bit causing him to scream in intense agony. I tried to get up failing and just falling to the ground seeing Kai in such pain broke my heart. He didn't deserve this, it was all my fault if only I had been here his father might have liked him more, i was getting him to ike him before left to go find that idiot of a brother of mine Damon Salvatore The last thing I managed to scream to Malachai was 'OURS!"  and he screamed it back and that was the last time I saw Malachai parker until 2013. I can remember seeing the pain in his face the feeling of useless ness and after he had gone all of his coven torturing me. Even Jo gave me a look of disgust.

  I knew they whole of the gemini coven hated me because of the fact i loved Malachai and I wasn't ashamed of that because I didn't care. Everyone saw him as a monster but me. To me he was just misunderstood because no one took the time to really get to know him. He could have had anyone else but he picked me. When I was gone he could have got with another girl but he stayed loyal to me and we had just been separated for around 2 years and i thought I had finally git him back. The Kai who loved to make cupcakes and dance around the kitchen with me, the Kai who would read with me and would go runs in the woods with me and play child like games such as Tag and Hide and seek. I missed that Kai. I fell in love with that Kai but if i loved that Kai i had to love the monster he was and i couldn't judge as i am more a monster than he ever will be. I drink peoples blood to live , I wanted to kill my whole family multiple times, I have massacred herds of vampires and packs of werewolf's. I was the true monster not Malachai. He knew the monster I truly was yet he still loved me so I had to love him for the monster he was. As you grow older the monsters come out from under your bead and enter your head. Some of us fight them off but other become the monsters in our minds. Kai and I were the unlucky ones to give into the monsters but we were lucky enough to find each other.

   The Gemini coven had scrambled my brain so much i passed out so when i woke up all I wanted to do was scream at the top of my lungs and it hurt I wanted to die. When i woke all i could do was cry on the ground and I found a sharp piece of wood and I placed it to my now shattered heart. Kai kept me together. Damon and Stefan use to but since Damon has gone missing and Stefan had went back home I had no one until I got a call. It was stefean. Damon came back and he killed a large group of people at a party including a pregnant woman. He told me they lost the baby. Everything was to much. I had to flip the switch I couldn't keep it on. With that what little humanity i had left all my love laughter and light was gone. I was about to become a murdering machine. I never saw my brothers until 2012.