I Love You James [On hold]

ILYJ 5

Cian's POV

I Just Woke up from a very peaceful Sleep, Later on I'll finish my last Concert here at america then tomorrow i should Visit Cyan at their house, its been a while since i saw her in person. I Last saw her on her Debut that was a year and a month ago and i couldn't wait to see her in person. i've seen her in Social media's because she has a Vlog Channel on youtube. How is she doing as i wonder

A knock disturbed my thoughts and there i saw Judith, My PA. To be honest i don't need a PA pero kuya Nick Said it was a gift for being tired all day and before he left for America he said that i needed to eat more cause i was getting thinner and thinner.

"Kuya, Mag ayos ayos na ho kayo, pinapasabi ng manager nyo" She has this Visaya Accent on her Voice which i found is funny. I grabbed my phone laying on my bed with the charger on. It was turned off for a day now. i dont know, I was to lazy to even charge my own phone.

After it was turned on notifications caught off flooding. One that caught my attention was Seeing Nadine's name on the texts. So i quickly Entered my pin and went straightly to the latest text of Nadine.

 'Hai James! I'm On the Airplane now, I just wanted to text you before the plane flies'

Oh Damn! is she serious?! i was going to visit her tomorrow! I guess i just have to make a quick appearance to his brother instead. Tsk! kung kelan ako yung bibisita tsaka sya wala.. i guess i have to cancel my extension here. i hope its not too late to book a flight.

Tinawagan ko muna ang dalawang engot tsaka ko inutusan. Masakit. Sobra.. Lalo't na nung nalaman ko.. Sh*t. Upang matigil na ang pag dradrama ko eh tinawagan ko si tita Bing upang magpaalam na aalis lang ako panandaliaan at nagpa cancel na rin ng extension.

I'm wearing a white sleeveless shirt and a jagger pants with a Adidas shoes. Since its freezing cold outside i decided to bring a jacket. i went out and a car was waiting for me outside the hotel. I showed him the directions to their house. i hope kuya Nicolo is there, oh yea i just remembered i forgot to check on his text

'James, Ingatan mo jan kapatid ko..' 

I wish i could..

Alam mo yung Feeling na.. Gustong Gusto mong gawin pero bawal.. dahil alam mong may masasaktan. ugh! I always hated this feeling its like, there's always something causing you to fail on something you wanna achieve.

All my life i've never been able to choose for my own decisions, there's always this somebody who asks for a favor. the same favor as i wanted to have. And There I am being a Nice Guy. Some People dont think being in showbiz is really hard, some people will always try to ruin everything. some people think everything is So Perfect. Some people think being in the spotlight is the Perfect life. I Do enjoy being who i am today, A Hardworking guy. If it wasn't for her i wouldn't do all of this.

"Ser baba na ho kayo" The Manong Said. I left Judith in the hotel because i wanted to spend more time on my personal life. its just me. I was being way dramatic in the way but.. Ughh I dont know..

I Pressed the Doorbell in there Gates. This house is protected with CCTV all around so i guess to one is able to stalk there lives. its kinda secret for privacy reasons. 

A personal made came up asking for my name and why and who i am with

"Hello Madam, I'm James, I'm a Family Friend. I Just came here to see kuya Nick and I'm with a Driver." I Explained to her with a smile not a insulting one.

The made got a walkie talkie from her pocket and started saying weird stuff on it. i couldn't even hear it

"James!" Kuya Nicolo Greeted me with a smile walking out of the door but the guards secured him.