I laid in bed, tossing and turning. Because I was currently having a nightmare about my boyfriend Justin, who has been on tour for over 4 months.
This nightmare was worst than the others. It was about him cheating on me. I awakened from my dream and began to cry. Because I wanted him to be with me right now.
For all I know he could be in London fucking some random girl he met in the club.
I wiped my tears and brought out my blade. I got up and walked over to the sink. I looked down at my marked up arm and began to cut. Blood was dripping down my arm into the sink. I writhed in pain. But soon the pain was gone and I could think about was good things.
I exited the bathroom and went back to bed
7:00
I woke up to a stained bed and to a yelling mother. "Charlotte, I've been trying to get you to wake up for over and hour!! What's this mess in your bed?" She asked crossing her arms. I thought to myself...should I tell her? No!! Just lie!
"It's that time of year" I rolled my eyes. "Oh ok well I made pancakes. Get washed up and I'll meet you downstairs in a few" she kissed my cheek and walked out of my room. Ughhh!! Thank God that she didn't expect anything.
I pushed myself up and got in the shower. I took a quick one since school was about to start in a hour.
I hopped out, looking over at my sink that I left a mess yesterday. "I'll clean it up later" I said to myself.
I grabbed my outfit from out of the drawer. I was pretty sure that no one was going to see my mess in the bathroom since its in my room.
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"Hey mom can I just have a apple? Because I'm not really that hungry..." I asked. She sighed looking me up and down.
"Fine but when you get back home. I want you to order some pizza. And EAT it" she demanded. I sighed grabbing a apple and leaving the house.
Today was going to be a normal boring day. I was going to stay at school and be bored. And cry over Justin. He left me, at the WRONG time...it really fucked me up.
After School
"Hey boo!!" My friend Casey smiled side hugging me. I chuckled a little and continued walking. "So how is chu?" She asked. "I'm good...and you?" I asked. "I'm good well I gotta go. I'll text you later on tonight...wait we'll FaceTime" she smiled. "Ok see you then babe" I smiled back.
I continued walking to my house. Nothing was worst than what I was about to witness.
