After 6 months have gone by. I can't think about any other woman other than you that matters. Well other than my mom and sister but still. You are the love of my life and my guaranteed soulmate but yet. We fight so much. We just fought because I post to much on YouTube and you think I will go talk to other girls. You don't yet trust me. You think that I'll hair get up an leave you but :'(. I would never leave you. You are the love of my life.
But now... You are craving my attention. It feels like if I do anything but talk to you. Then I'll get yelled at. You just told me that you have to talk to other guys to get the attention I should be giving you.... I tried my hardest to give you attention but you keep saying I don't give you any. So I did it. I left so that you could be happy with someone else that could make you happy and provide you with everything. I can't give you enough attention even though i tired my hardest. It just wasn't enough. I wrote all of this so that you don't forget me. And so that I won't forget you. And to remind you one more time.
Iloveyouforeverandalwaysinmyheartnatterwhathappens, Shania Lynn Mueller. I always will. I hope you find someone who fills you with as much love and happiness as you do to me. Iloveyou.
