Conflicted

Ours/Past

Dean leans down and kisses her lightly. Donna pushes dean away and moves away from the three men she loved so dearly.

" Guys we needs to get ready to leave in 3 hours"

She heads into the bathroom and locks the door breathing heavily as she feels her anxiety act up. She gets undress and turns the warm water on getting into the shower calming her self down.

Dean looked at Roman and Seth confused as ever. Seth went over to the door to open it to make sure Donna was okay but found it was locked

"She locked us out..."

"Okay pup, you and dean go for a walk, I'll talk to donna. Dean pick the lock before you leave"

Dean goes over to the door doing what Roman asked. Roman watches them leave and heads into the bathroom opening and closing the door softly. He takes off his clothes and gets into the shower with Donna.

He placed his arms around her feeling her jump a little bit.

" Easy baby girl its just me"

" Sorry Ro"

He feels her relax into him. He kisses her cheek

"What's wrong baby girl? You have me and the guys worried"

" Its nothing" she sighs

" Baby don't lie to me, its something because you wouldn't have pushed dean away when he kissed you. So try again"

He turns her around and cups her face seeing her eyes are red and puffy.

"Talk to me Donna you've been crying so I know its something"

Donna closes her eyes and feels tears start to run down her cheeks again.

"Before I came into the business and meet you guys, I was with someone and he raped me when I didn't want to have sex with him..."

Roman pulled her close to him hugging her. She wraps her arms around his waist.

" I want to be able to be with you Dean and Seth but not just yet"

Roman kissed her forehead and pulled away from her

" I'll let you finish your shower, I'll bring in your bag and you get ready for the day."

Donna nodded her head in agreement and turned around letting the warm water run over her body. Roman gets out wrapping a towel around his waist and goes to get her bag for her.

Dean sees him walk out and goes over to him and Seth follows

"Is baby cakes alright?"

Roman sighs and grabs her bag telling them everything she told him. Dean sat down on the bed with a shocked look on his face.

" Roman let me take Kitten her stuff please?"

Roman handed seth her bag and watched him walk into the bathroom. He turns and looks at dean

"She will be fine baby boy she just needs time"

Roman put on his boxers and pants sitting next to dean. Dean just looked at the floor not knowing what to say.

Seth placed her bag next to the counter and walked over to the shower

" kitten can I join you please, I promise I'll behave"

" yeah as long as you behave"

Seth got undressed and joined her wrapping his arms around her waist

" Roman told me and dean what going on and I'm so sorry kitten"

He takes her shampoo and starts washing her hair for her. She leans into his touch sighing

"It's not your fault puppy"

She turns around and rises her hair. Seth places his hand on her waist leaning his forehead against her's

" I'll wait as long as you need me to, because I would rather you feel comfortable around me then feel uncomfortable"

She smiles a little and kisses his cheek. He hugs her then kisses her for head. Donna finished showering and looked back into the shower at seth

" I'll let Big man know your waiting for him, I need to talk to my batman"

Seth shook his head rolling his eyes. She giggles and gets dressed walking out

" Big man pup is waiting for you "

"Okay babe "

Roman walks over and kisses her cheek then motions to where Dean is at. She nods and heads over to Dean and sits next to him. Dean doesn't look at her

" Dean,"

He doesn't say a word to her, he keeps looking at his hands. Donna moves closer to him

"Baby boy talk to me please"

Dean looks at her with tears forming in his eyes.Donna sits in his lap and hugs him tightly. He hugs her back just as tight

" listen to me okay, it happen way before we even met, and I'm happy to be with you,puppy and big man and nothing is gonna change that but you just have to be patient with me for right now okay?"

Dean nodded his head but stayed quiet as he kept his arms wrapped around her. Donna lifted his head up and kissed him softly. He kisses her back pulling away

" I love you babycakes so much"

" I love you too my crazy man"

Dean smirked but eyes widen when he heard moans come from the bathroom. Donna giggled

" Damn puppy is loud, sounds like a damn porno."

"Well big man lives up to the nickname of BIG man"

Donna laughed when she saw that Roman and seth had walked out when he said that. Roman smirked

" Oh really now baby boy?"

Donna walked over sitting next to Seth. Seth wrapped his arm around her shoulder kisses her cheek. Roman walked over to Dean standing in front of him. Dean laughed nervously as he stood up.

" Baby Boy next time be careful with what you say because things may happen afterwards"

Roman kissed his cheek and walked back over to his suitcase and got dressed. Donna got up so Seth could get dressed too.

" Kitten I wasn't done holding you!" Seth whined reaching for Donna.

Donna giggles and cups his face kissing him then pulling away

" Puppy get dressed we all have to leave soon"

" alright"

Seth got up and got dressed whiling getting his bags ready to go. Donna placed her's and Deans bags next to the Door waiting the guys to finish getting ready.

"Baby cakes promise me something"

Dean goes over to her placing his hands on her waist.

"What babe?"

" Please don't let your past get to you to where we lose you. I wouldn't be able to handle it if we lost you"

" I second that Kitten" Seth chimed in as he walked over to the door.

" We love you baby girl" Roman smiled

She smiles knowing that she is and always will he loved by these three men.

" I promise "