Conflicted

Faded Black

Its been about two weeks since the guys have heard from Donna which made them worried. Roman looked at his phone again for the fourth time that day hoping there would be a texted or call from Donna but there wasn't. He sees the hurt in Dean and Seth eyes because they miss her just as much as he does. He goes to his Contact list and call the only person who could give them answers he listen to the rings and some one finally answers

" Hey Serena is Donna there?"

" Hello Roman ,No she is not Sorry" Her best friend respond.

Roman sighed hoping that Donna would be there so that the guys and him could hear her voice.

" Do you know where she is?"

" Yeah she is at her brother's house editing a cover music video she did, It might be posted right now on Youtube. "

Roman and the guys looked at each other confused because they there never knew Donna could sing.

" Okay thank you Serena"

Seth grab his laptop and looked up Donna's Youtube page and saw that she just posted a Video. Dean and Roman sat next to Seth and he clicked on the video. the video starts and they see Donna looking a little bit gothic with her nails painted black and wearing a black dress and her make up done up goth like but what memorizes them his her blood red contact she was wearing

~ Video~

" I see your red door, I want it painted black No colors any more, I want them to turn black I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes I have to turn my head until my darkness goes"

She walks down the trail of the park as she walks up to the river she looks back stopping for a moment.

" I see the line of cars and they're all painted black With flowers and my love, both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly looked away Like a newborn baby it just happens everyday"

The video fades as she turns back to look at the river but instead it shows her standing in the middle of a forest with a mirror in front of her

" I look inside myself and see my heart is black I see my red door, I must have it painted black Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts It's not easy facing up when your whole world is black"

tears run down her cheeks as she sees the marks bleed on her arms. she closes her eyes opening them showing herself in the mirror holding a dagger in her hand. She picks a rock throwing it at the mirror shattering it. she falls to her knees placing a hand on her stomach crying.

"No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue I could not foresee this thing happening to you If I look hard enough into the setting sun My love will laugh with me before the morning comes I (I want to see your face painted black Black as night, black as coal I want to see the sun blotted out from the sky)"

She looks up and sees a little girl wearing a summer dress holding out her hand for her to take. She takes it getting up and lets the girl lead her to a house. They go inside and candles light up. the little girl point to the red double door and looks at her.

She walks over to the door and opens in and sees a ballroom. she looks around then feels a hand on her shoulder.

" I've seen your red door, I want it painted black (I want to see it painted, painted, painted black. Black as night, black as coal) No colors any more, I want them to turn black (I want to see the sun, blotted out from the sky) I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes"