my stepbrother // j.c

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"Jennifer go back to class this is your warning! if you do this again there's possible reasons to get expelled!" Mrs.Eggwhites shakes her head in disappointment as she writes some notes down in her notebook.
  she's so weird, she's always using that notebook for things and I somehow always catch her picking her nose all the time. she is a counselor that 'helps' me. she knows me very well since I'm always getting in trouble.

I walk out of the councilors office and I bump into Kian Lawley...
I was so nervous. I smiled nervously at him and he smiled back. his eyes were bright. and his toothy smile shined. he was so perfect to me. he had no imperfections to me, except for one. he breaks people hearts. I hate that so much

"so uh j-jenn... stupid pickles huh? he's such a dick" kian says nervously as he scratches the back of his head
  I chuckle "yeah, I really hate him" I try to say it in a cool tone, it failed badly

"he told me to check on you, since he was so 'worried' aw, he cares about you. give him a chance jenn!!" he says in a jokingly tone playfully punching me

I was nervous to say anything dumb to him
  "hell nah he's like what? 40. let's get to class though cause pickles is gon be a burnt pickle" I chuckle.... that was dumb wasn't it?

I mentally face palmed myself. I always embarrass myself.
he laughs

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"yeah it was boring I don't care" I tell my best friend Lauren about talking to the councilor

my grades were getting really low for Biology class and my teacher Mrs.Butter wanted to assign me a tutor and I was nervous ... what if the tutor she gave me was actually a pedophile? what if the tutor rapes me? or what if he steals my bag of hot cheetos that I always have in my backpack?
Anthony always steals them

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I finally got home hearing my dad trying to flirt with someone on the phone.... I crumpled up my cheeto I had in my hand.

how can he forget my mom and just 'flirt' with another woman like if it was okay? she died and he still had the fucking nerve to 'flirt' with someone?
I still wasn't over her death and dad is? what the fuck. he's been with her for like 30 years.
and now he starts flirting with someone?

"you better have a license cause your driving me crazy!" he says in a tone that absolutely scares me. he sounds like a rapist to me

"EW DAD GET A SOCK" I scream at him
my dad sighs, ends the call, and walks over to me . I give him a dirty look. disgusted knowing he's over my mom

"jenn I think it's time to tell you." he says looking down at his shoes that probably cost like 300,00 bucks. everything he buys has to cost like a thousand something, just like how he bought that slut he was talking to right now.

I take a deep long breath. as I stare at him with disappointment

"what?! you pay to have sex with girls? or lemme guess you were talking to a pizza on the phone? oh no your proba-

"JENNIFER" he screams cutting me off
I cross my arms over my chest
"i have a girlfriend... and she's moving in pretty soon. with her son" he says as he cracks his fingers while he takes off his glasses. nervous for my response.

I had no words. by now my eyes are balling out and I just wanna scream and say all these horrible things to my dad. he hurt me.