Couldn't Thank You Enough- boyxboy

Chapter 4

-A year and a month ago-

Crash.

Harry threw another lamp off his dressing table. He looked around to find any object which he hadn't broken yet. The room was a mess, windows shattered, frames broken and lying on the floor, books lying around the room, bits of glasses everywhere in the room.

Harry found a vase lying on the study table and he walked towards it, he picked up the vase, fists tightly clenching it. He saw his reflection in the mirror of the dressing table, his eyes were red and puffy, dry tears on his cheeks, his hair was messy, his fringe covering his forehead, and lips were red because of the excessive crying.

"Why me? Why can't I be happy? Don't I deserve happiness?" Harry cried out staring at his reflection.

"First I lose my mother, then father and now the only person in the world I loved." Harry said angrily. He threw the vase breaking the mirror, shattering it into pieces. He saw his reflection in the broken pieces of mirror as he pulled his hair and slowly sat down the floor pulling his knees together in a tight embrace.

He was suddenly alarmed by the vibration of his phone in back pocket. He answered the call without checking the caller id.

"Hello." His voice was low and it was evident that he had been crying.

"Harry, I know what you are going through, but just go meet her for the last time, it's her wedding. And I guess it will work as a closure for you." The voice on the other end said and Harry disconnected the call and got up slowly towards his closet. He changed into a suit and walked outside the room without bothering to look at his reflection.

"Good Morning Sir, should I get your tea?" Mary chirped cheerfully as she dusted the couch.

Harry ignored Mary and walked outside the house, head drooped low, eyes still glossy and nose red from the crying. He walked out the house ignoring the driver who was standing outside beside his BMW. He walked outside the gates and walked for twenty minutes and stood outside the venue of the wedding.

'Jane ♥ Sean' read the sign.

Harry wiped the tears falling of his eyes. The tent was beautifully decorated, with roses in each corner.

Roses are her favorite flowers, especially the red ones.

Harry thought and smiled at the memory.

The people inside were clapping and rejoicing inside as the bride and groom kissed after reciting their vows to each other. He walked towards the stage as the couple was holding their hands gushing at each other. He walked towards them ignoring the stares of the people.

The bride and the groom saw Harry and suddenly the smile faded from their faces. Jane let go of Sean's hand as Harry approached them. Harry just smiled and shook Sean's hand muttering a 'Congratulations.'

"May you keep Jane happy forever and provide her with all sorts of happiness that I couldn't." Harry told Sean and walked towards Jane fighting back the tears, "Congrats." He gave her a big dimpled 'fake' smile and walked away. He ran away tears threatening to fall down his eyes.

His phone started vibrating again. He saw the caller id which said, 'Nick'. He ignored the call and threw his phone away on the street. He undid his tie throwing it aside on the footpath, he needed an escape and he wanted to get away from everything, and that's what he did.

He had no reason to live anymore.

He walked in between the street as a bus was speedily approaching towards him, he held his hands out ready to welcome death as some old friend of his, but he felt somebody push him away as the bus nearly hit him. He fell on his back with a body falling on top of him.