"I'm so sorry Jasper, I kinda know how you feel also. My parents both disappeared when I was Six" I felt tears swell up again and hugged Jasper tightly. He hugged me back but I could feel how surprised he was. "But you know Jasper, some girls get rapped so you can't really blame though girls" he smoothed my hair
"well that maybe true but it's not the babies fault. Not all girls get rapped though some are just sluts who only think of boys and getting laid"
he said and rested his chin on my head.
"My mom had dropped me off at an orphanage. I lived there for ten years until I got tired off it and ran away but before I left sister Anne had told me a little about my mother. Turns out my mom was sixteen when she had me, she was known as the school slut and went around screwing with all the willing and unwilling guys. One day she 'messed up' and got pregnant with me. My mom thought it was the end of the world when she found out and cursed me everyday. She had thought of having an Abortion but couldn't go through with it. So she had me and dropped me off at the orphanage on her way to some guys house." Jasper's grip on me grew tighter.
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Were there really girls out there like that? it was so sad. "How did Anne know all this?" I asked.
"Well one day one of my mother's friend came by when I was nine to adopt a kid, she took one look at me and knew who I was. That's when she told sister Anne about my mother. " I stood in silence.
My heart hurt and tears where pouring from my eyes. I hugged Jasper tighter and buried my head in his chest. I felt so bad for him and I wanted to help him some way I just didn't know how, i hated feeling so useless. I looked up at him and he was shocked to see my crying face
"how can I help your pain go away I wanna help you but I don't know how" I said. Jasper gave me a warm smile and kissed my forehead. He sighed
"your such a sweet heart. To cry so much for a guy like me, I must be lucky."
I looked up into his eyes torn. He was in so much pain right now. "Jasper answer my question" I said.
He chuckled "Juliana your sweet but nothing you can do will make me feel better, it's just how it is"
I sighed and rested my head on his chest again 'I figure out a way to help you Jasper just watch' I thought. I felt Jasper stiffen a little but then he relaxed and kissed the top of my head.
"Juliana If you don't open this door right now I'm going to break it down!" Erick shouted from the other side of the door. I jumped. I can't believe he's still there. I let go of Jasper and turned to open the door but he hugged me from behind and dropped his head on my shoulder "no, don't let go" he whispered. I sighed and opened the door. I saw Erick on down the hall facing the door. He was getting ready to break the door down but stopped when he say me.
I glared at him but he didn't pay attention, his eyes shot to Jasper that was still hugging me and resting his head on my shoulder. "Let go of Juliana Jasper" Erick growled (he seems to do that alot). Jasper's arms tightened around me "But I don't wanna" he pouted and nuzzled his head into the my neck. I stiffened. Not good. Not good at all. Was Jasper planning on biting me? part of me was giddy because of all the stuff I read in vampire books but the other part was freaking out.
Erick seemed to be freaking out too. Jasper chuckled "don't worry I'm not going to bite you. he kissed my neck softly making me shiver. I heard a roar and then Erick started running towards us. Jasper looked peeked at him and turned around so that he would get all the impact.
I felt Erick slam into Jasper and knocking us both down. Even after this Erick didn't let go. We were both on the floor. Me under Jasper but safe in his arms, Jasper being scratched and gnawed on, and Erick taking all of his fury on Jasper in every way he can. "Oh my gosh Juliana are you okay" I heard Christian yell across the hall. Next to him was Diago and Alexander.
They all ran to my rescue. Alexander and Diago pealed Erick off of Jasper. Christian help Jasper stand up. Jasper had still not let go off me even after all that. Erick tried to break free but was no match for Diago's strength. "Calm down you mutt" Alexander said to Erick with a cold voice. He looked at Christian "go get Gabriel and grandpa, we need to have a meeting"
I sighed oh great another meeting. Jasper started walking towards the stairs (with me still in his arms!) "We'll meet you guys there." He called back to them and we both went down stairs which by the way is a difficult task when you have someone plastered on you. I actually don't know how we managed to get to the meeting room, but we did. On with the drama.
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