❤Chapter 5: Billboard Awards

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Long time is the wrong time, when the right time is a lifetime

Cattleya's POV
Today was my first award show ever, and I'm nominated 5 times, I was at my house nervous about my performance and whether I win. I got out the shower, and wrapped the towel around my body, my hair was soaking wet. Ion know what happened but as I was walking to my room, I stopped. I dropped to my knees and cried, I cried so hard I haven't cried since I was 14. Everything washed over me at once, from losing my virginity at 15 to losing my dad at 16, to falling in love for the first time at 23. I cried and talked "dad, I'm sorry you died, I'm sorry I was never the perfect daughter you expected" "I'm sorry someone took you away from you wife & family" "I'm sorry, all I ever wanted to do was make you proud, and I'm trying so hard. You know that 7 years I spend for your murder was wrong." "No matter how much we hate/hated one another I would never hurt you, I promise daddy" "I hope you forgive me daddy" "its been 8 years daddy, I'm nominated for 5 billboard awards" "I still visit your grave and ask you for your forgiveness everyday" "Can you see me?" I finished talking to my father and cried harder, I didn't realize Cookie & Hakeem was standing there the whole time. I wiped my tears "how the hell did y'all get in my apartment" I said in a cracked voice. "How much did you hear?" I said tighten my towel & Wiping my tears.

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