"Will you stay, I'm scared" Connie said looking to the floor.
"Did you think I was going to drop you home and drive off." Jacob said, locking the car.
Connie didn't know whether to drop this big news now or in the morning. It was really eating at her, she was dying to tell Jacob her news. She wasn't sure how he would take it!
Connie was happy Jacob was staying with her, but it still cut her that Jacob had a 'girlfriend'. Connie stripped down, and put on her shorts and tshirt. She climb into bed, she waited a couple of minutes for Jacob to fall sleep.
So she could cry herself to sleep.
She did it every night asking herself where she went wrong and why wasn't she good enough for him. She tried to keep her crys quite.
Jacob heard her, he rolled over and pulled her in, into his chest. He began to rub her cheek, because he remember that would always make her sleepy. Connie was shocked that Jacob reacted the way he did, but she just relaxed into his chest.
"Shh, it's okay I've got you" he whispered. Kissing her on her cheek.
Connie smiled. But she wondered how long this would last for? Till the morning, till tomorrow afternoon. She didn't know!
******
"I'm having your baby" she said as Jacob drank his tea.
Jacob immediately spat it out. "Pardon?" He shouted.
"I'm having your son or daughter" Connie couldn't tell if Jacob was happy or not!
She would begged the Lord he would!
Jacob jumped up, and pitted up Connie. He darted his tongue down her throat, grabbing her bum. Connie smiled against his lips, wrapping her arms around his neck.
"I can't believe this, you know I'm always going to be here for the baby and you, don't you?" Jacob had the biggest smile on his face, he had been dreaming of this for ages.
"But how long is that going to last Jacob, what about your girlfriend, huh?" Jacobs face turned upside down, dropping his arms beside him.
"See! Jacob I love you, I'm in love with you. Can't you see! When I found out I was having this baby I cried with tears of joy and sadness, tears of joy because it's apart of both of us, and sadness because your wrapped up in somebody else arms. Jacob id do anything for, you think I'm a toy, just play with me when you want and how you want, and then when you're tired you drop me like a sack of shit and go somewhere else. That shit hurts me so bad, and like a fool I still fuck you, love let you come in my house sleep in my bed eat my food. I don't look at another man, talk to another man you know why? Because i love you, we ain't even in a relationship, I still respect you and listen to you when you tell me I can't see another man and still I feel like I'd be cheating if I spoke or dated another guy! I cry myself to sleep thinking I've done something wrong or what does she have I don't." Connie was blue in the face, tears falling like waterfalls. She had kept that in for so long and she felt good she let it out.
Jacob was lost for words.
"I....I"
