LOVE?

Him

I always remember the day me and Dave met. It was the second day of school and he was in my math class. Since we sat next to each other, we talked a lot. He always made me laugh and smile. I also remember the day I fell in love with him. It was somewhere in September when I started seeing how cute and charming he was. He asked me out once but I knew that one of his dumbass friends dared him to. I really wished he asked me out for real but I guess he didn't like me the same. I stopped liking him but now I'm getting these mixed feelings about him. I just wish that I can't find out if I still like him or not but I just can't figure my feeling out. Haven't you ever felt that you liked a guy but then you realize what a bitch the guy really is but then you fall in love with that guy. Gosh! Feeling are so hard so understand.
"Hey Del, what yah writing", I heard a voice ask
"Nothing", I responded
"Is that a dairy", he asked
"No, it's just a journal", I said while closing it
"I bet you're writing about me in your journal", he said smiling
"I wouldn't write about you ever", I said
"Yeah but I bet you dream about me a lot", he said laughing
"In your dreams", I said
"Actually in your dreams", he said laughing
"You're an idiot", I said laughing while walking away