I got back up off the floor after Steve left. And got onto my bed laying down and just staring at the ceiling. Thinking. I need a way out from all if this. An idea popped into my head. I ran to my bathroom and opened a drawer.
"Haha found you!" I said
I pulled out a washcloth and put it under my arm and rolled up my sweatshirt sleeves. I grabbed the razor and held it to my wrist, cutting 3 deep scratches into my wrist. It made me feel better and it was no worse pain then when I'm beaten anyway. I watched the blood drip down onto the washcloth then whipped the rest of the blood off. I heard Steve coming back upstairs so I threw the washcloth in the hamper, pulled down my sleeves and ran over to my bed, just in time for him to come in.
"Here's your dinner brat!" Steve dropped a blow of something, it looked like just some little gooey glob of slop, onto my bed.
"I don't want to eat." I said strongly
"Eat it!" He demanded
"No!"
"Eat it now!"
"No."
"Fine starve!" He said picking up the bowl dumping the slop on my head. Then throwing the bowl at the wall right next to me making glass shatter everywhere including all over me.
I just sat there and looked at him like it didn't bother me that the glob was in my hair and I had glass everywhere covering my room.
"Don't act like you don't care!" He yelled, he picked me up by my collar of my sweatshirt.
"I don't!" I said back.
He threw me on the floor.
"Stay!" He said pointing at me.
"What am I a dog now?" I yelled while he was going downstairs.
He came back.
"Yes you are!" He said holding a electric dog collar. I got up and ran downstairs before he could get me. I ran outside and ran down the street, as fast as I could. I ran for for 5 blocks but had to rest. I layed down in someone's yard and fell asleep.
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I woke up in my bed. I looked down and I had the collar on, he found me.
"Now your awake!" Steve was at the edge of my bed.
He had a remote of something in his hand. It must be for the collar.
"That's right!" He said
Darn I said it out loud.
He hit the button. It hurt really bad. I bit my lip to keep from screaming or crying.
"Not bad enough for you is it?"
"N-no it's f-fine." I said.
He twisted the knob 2 levels higher. Pressing the button again. I bit my lip again. A tear slipping down my cheek.
"Last level, since its not high enough for you!" He said turning it again.
"No, don't press it!!" I yelled.
He pressed it and I screamed. I hurt really bad.
"Now that's what I like hearing!" He said smiling.
"Go to bed now you worthless, ugly, brat!"
"Its only 4:00pm." I said softly.
He hit the button again. Me screaming again.
"Do what I say or I hit the button again!" With that he slammed the door. And went downstairs.
I quickly changed into sweats and a loose t-shirt, one Niall got me on tour when we still talked. It was a Irish Soccer/Football jersey since we both loved soccer, and the Irish team. I smiled, and layed down in bed, it was rare for me now to actually smile. I read a book for a while. Untill around 10:00, when Steve came upstairs I put the book under the covers and close my eyes. He believed I was really asleep and went back downstairs. I finally fell asleep a little after that.
Next morning
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"Wake up brat!" Steve yelled and waking me up with a small shock. I looked at the clock next to me, 4:00am.
"Get ready for school!" He yelled, he came over and took the collar off.
I got up and went to the bathroom. I stripped out of my pajamas throwing them in the hamper. I got in the shower and did my regular routine. After I dried my hair and put it up in a messy bun. I threw on a pink aero shirt and skinny jeans throwing a white sweatshirt over. I went downstairs and Steve was passed out on the couch, thank God! I made myself eggs as quiet as I could then grabbed all my stuff for school quickly getting outside to wait for the bus.
The bus came in a few minutes.
"Hey slut!" A mean girl Josie said when I sat down in a seat across from her.
"Why are you always wearing a sweatshirt? Are to trying to hide your baby bump?"
I ignored her looking out the window.
"What can't talk or something?" She came at Sat next to me, I still didn't say anything. She punched me.
"Come on, fight me." She got up.
"No." I said.
"Come on, fight me, now!!"
"No."
She grabbed me pulling me up onto my feet. The punching me again. I just stood there.
"Come on, slut, fight."
"No."
She kicked me in my stomach. Then throwing me on the ground of the bus. The bus stopped and we were at school. I got up grabbing my bookbag and walking inside. In every single class I would get tripped, and papers would be throw at me, I would be called different names. Just the regular stuff that only happened to me at school.
Back on the bus Josie wanted to fight. That is her answer for everything, or she just wanted an excuse to hit me instead of just coming up and doing it.
When I got back home, Steve was waiting for me.
"Welcome back brat!"
I walked passed him up to my room. He came in.
"When I woke up there was no breakfast waiting for me!" He said
"So?"
"I told you before, you make breakfast for yourself you make it for me too!!!" He yelled.
"Sorry, I forgot."
"No forgetting next time!!!!" He punched me in the eye.
"Fine."
He went downstairs then came back up with more of that slop stuff. I ate it this time.
"Good, you for once brat, now go wash the dishes."
"No."
"What???" He yelled.
"You heard me!" I said, for once I was standing up for myself.
"You do what I say!"
"No."
He shoved me on the floor. He went downstairs then put the collar on me. He zapped me on the highest setting. I screamed, tears falling down. He punched me, and kicked me in the stomach and I threw up some blood. He zapped me again, and again about 5 times in a row. I got up slowly onto my feet. He began to leave and go down stairs. I pushed him with full force and he fell down the stairs, when he fell to the bottom he just layed there. I ran, out the door, down streets for a little while. I went 10 blocks. My eye was bleeding, I think my arm may be broken from when I was pushed off the bed, I threw up blood a few times while I was running. I started to black out, I was in a park with I hid behind a Bush and I blacked out there.
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I woke up, I was in a hotel room. I saw a guy sitting across from me on another bed.
"Where am I?" I asked him.
"In my hotel room, hi, I'm Liam." The boy said.
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Hey everyone, I hope you liked the chapter, I tried making it long, and interesting:)please tell me what you think it would mean a lot to me! :) thanks everyone who has been reading my books! :)
~Abby
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Need you now (One direction fanfic)
Fanfiction18 year old, Cassidy was best friends with Niall Horan before he went off to be a pop star in one direction. They used to write letters back and forth until Niall became to busy. Much has changed since Niall left including that her parents divorced...
