Till The End of Time Mindless Behavior love story( Roc Royal,Chresanto August)

>>: I Can't Believe it :<<

I woke up to hearing things crashing in my kitchen i popped up looking to the right of me and didn't see chres i ran into CJ and Jaidon's room making sure to see they were safe i walked in and saw my babies peacefully sleeping oblivious to the noises down stairs i kissed both of there foreheads and on my way out of the room i heard a soft voice.

CJ: Mommy 

Raylynne: yeah baby its me * i walked over to his side of the bed and kneeled down infront of him and ran my hair through his hair* you can go back to sleep baby everythings ok 

CJ: Mommy whats all that noise 

Raylynne: i don't know but i'm going to find out baby mommy loves you now go back to sleep

CJ: i love you too mommy now gimme love 

I started laughing because that was all my babies weird way of wanting affection from me and i'm fine with it but chres thinks its too soft for the boys but he'll fall to his damn knees at rayshana's every command. but i gave my baby some love and kissed both of them good night then went into Rayshana's room to check in on her and she laying wide awake holding on to the teddy bear chresanto gave her

Raylynne: hey mommy's baby what are you doing up so early

Rayshana: mommy i scared

Raylynne: awww my poor baby but theirs nothing to be scared about mommy got this

Rayshana: no you don't daddy say you never do 

Raylynne: oh did he now 

Rayshana: and he also say if i tell you this to say he love you thissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss much 

she said cheesing real big

Raylynne: your daddy a fool but baby you wanna go sleep with CJ and Jai 

Rayshana: mhhmm cuz mommy i was not bout to stay in here 

Raylynne: you spend to much time with your aunty 

Rayshana: no i don't aunty nikk cool yo 

Raylynne: imma pretend i ain't here that but lets go crazy baby 

i took Rayshana to the boys room and went down stairs to see a red chres throwing all my good china around in my kitchen i took time out of my day to clean oh hell no there betta be a good ass story to why he felt the need to dirty up my kitchen and ruin my fine china

Raylynne: Chresanto trey august you betta slow you red ass down and stop throwing my fine china everywhere cuz that shit ain't irreplaceable its a damn collectible so calm yo ass now whats wrong 

Chresanto: i-i- i i'm hurting baby today is my old mans birthday

Raylynne: OK i don't understand why are you soo mad 

Chresanto: hee used to rape me everyday" he said looking at me with tears going down his face" every fucking day i would go through him stuffing his shit up my ass every-time i tried to fight back he'd call some of his friends over and have his way with me you don't know how i felt i felt like a little bitch i was begin raped by my own father babe my own father that's why i joined the game i wanted to be able to feel like a man or at least a boy i would always try to tell my mom but he made it impossible to do if i told her that was here and Nikk's life and i couldn't do it i felt like a little bitch its not everyday you hear bout a niggard getting rapped by his own pops. then i started up football and my coach he tried to do the same shit like my father i beat his ass for him trying to molest me and for my father this is why i'm trying so hard to become a football coach i want to help some boys not experience what i did babe but it hurts o bad but i forgave him i forgave my father for raping me i forgave him because without his bitch ass raping me i wouldn't have went trough all this i thank him sometimes because if he hadn't put me through this i wouldn't have joined the streets i wouldn't have gotten shot and stumbled into your church and most of all i wouldn't have meet you " he finished leaving me in tears i hugged him tightly not wanting to let him go" 

Raylynne: i'm so sorry baby 

Chresanto: everybody is right 

Raylynne: i can't believe you went trough all that just know im\'m down for whatever and i won't hurt you imma ride till the wheels fall off baby i just can't belive you went trough that 

Chresanto: my mom still doesn't know too this day 

Raylynne: you ever think about telling her 

Chresanto: everyday babe everyday but how do you tell your mom you've been raped by the man you once called your father

Raylynne: well you could start off by throwing some of her fine china around

Chresanto: * chuckling* i'm sorry bout that i just had to get my anger out 

Raylynne: oh yeah and what you tell Rayshana to believe whenever i say i got this 

Chresanto: see about that * kissed her slowly than his phone starts ringing and he see's that its ray he picks up and i can hear ray yelling through the phone but i can't quite pick out what he's saying all of a sudden Chres starts cussing up a storm and knocking things down again -__- this jiggah 

Raylynne: chres whats wrong 

Chresanto: they found Nikk's body in an alley she was raped * he said tears streaming down his face * 

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

well i had the longest writers block i was trying so hard to find out what to write about then this popped up cuz i haven't read a story about a boy begin raped its always a female i decided to twist it up. 

~NiniNicky