Hurt

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IM BACK!! Sorry for not continuing this in a while, i had serious writers block, but i came up with this, this chapter ends on a...well, its not sad, but not happy either...well sorta happy, just, read it, you'll understand, hope you like it! This is the hardest chapter i worked on, and meh poor baby! QwQ

Alyns POV

One small word....one small action....can break a person...and the particular word that broke me, was now written across my desk in black marker.
Faggot
Memories came flooding back...the burns...scars....cuts....bruises....harsh words.....all of it...i looked up ti see girls snickering or pointing at me, one in particular walked up to me. She had long black hair that draped down her back. She placed her hands on my desk and leaned forward, her voice low. Her brown eyes glared at me, as she smiled.
"Hikaru doesnt need a faggot like you, hes got me, so do everyone a favor and jump of a building or something~"
I turned and dashed out the door, keeping my head down as tears rolled down. I wiped at them furiously. Ren had stayed at Hikaru's today, to tired to feeling up to going to school with me. While running i came to an abrupt stop, slamming into something....well..somebody. I looked up to see a boy a little older, and taller, and with a  bigger build. He immediately smirked when he realized who it was.
"Oh look! Its the Faggot!"
He chuckled and grabbed me by the shirt collar lifting me up, slamming me against one of the nearest walls.
"A kid like you is disgusting. You don't even belong."
He stated glaring at me. He dropped me back on the ground and laughed. People all around circled around me, laughing, whispering, pointing.
How....how did this all happen...what went wrong..?

~A week ago with Nanami (girl with black hair)~

~Noones POV~

'Ugh, Thats absoultely not acceptable, homos are disgusting freaks, besides, Hikaru belongs to me, to girls, not some faggot like that...i have to do something about this...'
She turned to Yuki (blonde) and Katie (brunette).
"Hey guys, ive gotta do something, ill be back."
And with that she went off to her own thoughts. Day after day....for a full week, she kept an eye on Alyn, taking pictures and other stuff, pointing out his actions to others, spreading rumors, making fake pictures. Thats all it took, a week. Then the boys life became a living hell.

...

Nanami smiled pleased with herself. She was absolutely ecstatic with the work she did. She even took a black marker, writing  faggot across Alyns desk. Then she sat down as the boy came in. You know the rest...

~Alyns POV~

I struggled to my feet, pushing through the crowd. People out of pure disgust moved away, in fear that i would touch them, as if i was a disease. It hurt....being despised by everyone around you. I ran...and ran...when i finally reached music room 3 i slammed the door open. All of the members turned towards me. Hikarus eyes widened as he saw ,u tear stained cheeks. He came over reaching his hand over.
"Alyn are you oka-"
I smacked his hand away and backed up. I rose my voice.
"9 years! Nine. God damn years! I was bullied, made fun of, hurt! And for once, i thought it would be different!"
My voice broke as more tears poured down. I clutched at my chest in an attempt to stop the horrible pain in my heart.
"For once, i thought i found a place where i felt safe! God im such an idiot.."
I clenched my fists.
"Is this a game to you guys!? Hurting someone after earning their trust!? I thought i could trust you guys to not tell my secret, but suddenly the whole school knows!? And for what!? Is this fun to you!? Watching me be in pain, and fall apart like this!?"
Haruhi tried to talk.
"Alyn, what are you talking ab-"
"Shut up!"
I yelled.
"Just shut up! I hope you enjoy your sick game! I hope you enjoy watching me get hurt..."
I opened my closed eyes, tears blurring my vision as i looked up at all of them.
"I honestly thought i could trust you all....i hope you're happy..."
And with that...i walked out. Broken....Afraid....Hurt.....Confused....and now......homeless....
I walked to Hikarus house and opened the door with the spare key i was given.
"Ren!"
I whistled and he came bounding down the stairs.
"Come on boy, we are leaving"
"Are you okay Alyn?"
"Im fine, but we cant stay here any longer..."
He didnt argue. Hikaru came bounding in the door, out of breath.
"Alyn! Wait!"
I ignored him and tried to walk past. He reached out and grabbed my arm. I shoved his hand away.
"Leave.Me.Alone.!"
I growled. Hikaru seemed hurt...concern and worry filled his eyes.
"Alyn, please listen.."
"I dont want to hear it!"
I ran out the door, Ren following behind me.
"Alyn!"
Hikaru yelled, but i had already left. I ran in no particular direction, with no destination in mind, just wanting to get away. I had stopped when my lungs had started to burn and it became hard to run anymore. I sat down in the nearest alley way and broke down sobbing. Ren whimpered and nuzzled his head against my hand, his ears pressed against his head.
"Alyn?"
I wrapped my arms around Rens neck and hugged him close.
"Wh-why Ren, why is is everyone i trust turns against me..? Where d-did i go wrong?..."
"I dont know...but its not your fault Alyn..."
He nuzzled into my neck and i sat there sobbing for a while. Next thing i knew i had opened my eyes, a rain drop hit my cheek and the sky was black. The stars were hidden behind clouds, the rain started coming down.
"Come on, we need shelter"
I said to Ren, getting up. We found a small abandon corner tent shop thing. We both got under the plastic roofing of the tent shaped structure. The rain poured down above us. I was shivering and cold, i was scared and alone...Ren curled up against me, trying to warm me. We were both wet from being in the rain, but the thought was what counted.
"You wont ever abandon me, right Ren?"
"I wont ever leave you Alyn, this is kinda like when we first met isnt it?..'
I smiled at the thought.

~Alyn at 6 years old, noones POV~
A young blonde haired boy had ran from home, a bruise on his cheek and arm. He walked through the rainy streets, soaked himself.
'I-is anyone there?...'
A small voice came. Alyn turned toward the voice to see a shaking puppy, with beautiful golden fur, walking through the streets. He walked over carefully.
"Hey, are you okay?"
The dog looked at him.
'Is he gonna hurt me....'
The puppys voice rang in Alyns ears. Alyn shook his head.
"Im not gonna hurt you, dont worry."
'Wait!? You can hear what im saying?!"
Alyn giggled, his blonde hair falling over his face.
"Yup! Im Alyn!"
He oet the puppy gently.
"Im gonna call you....Ren!"
The puppy seemed to like that. He wagged his tail. Alyn picked him up and found a cardboard box in the alley way. He climbed in it with the puppy. The shivering puppy nuzzled closer to Alyn, in an attempt to war, himself.
"We'll be together forever, okay Ren?"
The puppy nodded, dozing off.
'Okay...Alyn....'

~back to present~

He nuzzled closer.
"Its always been me and you huh?.."
Ren nodded.
I pet his wet fur and eventually Ren dozed off.
"You're the only one i have Ren..."
I muttered.

......

"........yn....!"

........

".....l....yn!..."

.......

"...Alyn!....."
.....
My head shot up as the voice could be heard through the pouring rain.
"Alyn!? Please, answer me!?"
Hikaru.
"Alyn-Chan, where are you!?"
Honey.
"Alyn!"
Even Kyoya?
More voices came. One after another. Haruhi...Tamaki....Kaoru....Heck, Even Mori....
Why...? Why are they trying so hard?.....didnt they tell everyone?......wasn't this their intention?....so why....why are they still acting like they care, why does it sound like they actually care?...

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